1Disclaimer: I don't own the characters JK Rowling does.
Italicized is someone thoughts.
Ron sat in his four poster thinking hard about the last few years. How had so much changed, and he hadn't realized it was happening. Bloody hell, Ron thought to himself, when did this happen I mean I don't remember feeling this way before.
As he had been doing a lot lately Ron rummaged through his trunk and pulled out an old notebook. It wasn't a diary, he just liked to write down major events that happened through out the school year. That way he would never forget.
1st year:
I met Harry Potter on the train to Hogwarts today, and then a know-it-all, named Hermione Granger, walked in and made a fool out of me.
"You have dirt on your nose, right there,"and "That wasn't a very good spell, now was it." She said that because I tried a spell Fred and George gave me to turn things yellow. But of course it didn't even come close to working.
Why did that girl even have to come into our compartment, she was bossy, bushy haired, and ...well kind of cute. Crap, there I go thinking about her like that again, this is insane she's my best friend! Wait there was also that time in first year when I almost got her killed, God I am such a prat sometimes.
It's Halloween and Professor Qurill comes running into the Great Hall screaming that there is a troll in the Castel, then the little worm faints. We get dismissed, and of course all Harry has to worry about is her. There's a bloody troll lose in the castle, but he wants to make sure that Hermione's safe. Of course I have to go to, because I can't let my best mate die, well Hermione either. I mean it was my fault she was crying in the loo. So after we knock the troll out, not that it was easy, we could have defiantly died. But she was safe, and for some reason that lifted a weight off of my chest.
Why do I always think about this stuff, she's my friend and the reason I was afraid was because I didn't want some one to die and it to be my fault. Wait there was also when we got the sorcerers stone, I bet I didn't write anything about Hermione there. Let me just skim......CRAP! There's more about her.
...when we reached this giant chess set I knew it was finally my time to shine, I could show Hermione I'm just as smart AND brave as Harry. I just wanted to impress a girl, all guys want to do that. Not even a big deal.
"Ron? Are you up here?" Crap it's Harry, I'll just pretend I've been sleeping. Ron threw his notebook back into his trunk, kicked it closed, and laid back with his eyes closed and mouth hanging open.
"Ron, it's the middle of the day, and I know your not sleeping you were up here reading your notebook again weren't you?" Harry raises his eyebrow when Ron shakes his head violently, " Ron if you don't want to tell me, then don't but I saw you looking at it the other day, and it wasn't the first time. When your ready to talk I'm here for you." with that Harry walks to the door shakes his head and slowly begins to walk down to the common room.
I can't tell Harry, she's my best friend, and his best friend, he'll think I've gone mental. Plus I don't like her, I'm just trying to find a way to get Lavender off my mind. It's the first time I've been dumped. Yeah, that's it, heartbreak.
Who am I kidding, I'm glad she dumped me, you can only take so much of that leach.