Back again. This isn't a MTOS or CR update. I may not be updating for a long while. not a hiatus, but...i just can't deal right now. I'm sorry to those of you expecting faster updates.

Psyche: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! D:

^^; Sorry...

Psyche: QuQ -hugs tightly-

-hugs back- Anyway, if I get sudden productive streaks, like today, I'll update something as an apology. But other than that...

Izaya: but...you only have four more chapters of MTOS to do...

Shizuo: Yeah! That cliff hanger in chapter six was bull!

Izaya: bull enough to where no one reviewed.

Shut up. Both of you.

Anyway, I do not in any way own Drrr! and Marisuke Tarro and Ralt both belong to Lynn Jones, and she doesn't own Drrr! either.


I sighed out loud to no one in particular. Why did I let Layla drag me to this party again?

"You'll have plenty of fun! and there's tons of cuties there!" I remember her saying. She know I'm not intended to meet anyone. I should have just listened to Runa and Ruskea and stayed with them. But I also know I didn't want to run into their "Possible" boyfriends. and Kosaku is just...creepy and weird. I sigh again. But then again, maybe I should try to relax. Being Shadow's private informat is rather demanding, and having me fly all the way to America just for one assignment...I sigh again. She was right about one thing, There are, for sure, cuties here. At least, if I was drunk they would be. But alas, I'm not.

"Hey there cutie." And speak of the devil.

"Would you like a drink? I can buy it for you." Clearly, he's drunk. Half the people in this organization wouldn't dare approach me, Ruskea, or Runa.

"Surely, you know I'm Kanra Orihara, right?" He turns pale and leaves. Thankfully. Only for another idiot to show up. And this one particularly bold.

"Hey there sexy. I know you're Kanra and all but damn you're the sexiest woman I've ever seen. If you're looking for skills, I got 'em if you know what I mean." He flexes his overly buff arms and chest, grinning like an idiot. I sigh.

"Thanks, but no thanks. I'd rather someone slimmer and much, much, MUCH more intelligent." I sigh and head over to the little bar stationed here. The bartender is a female with long, flowing blonde hair and chocolate eyes. Pretty cute, truthfully. But Zuka would kill me if I ever called her that. I giggle.

"Flea. What the hell are you giggling about? and what are you doing here?"

"I should be asking you. I didn't think you'd be involved with this place!" I snicker at her growl. "By the way, are you serving-"

"Yes, flea. To answer your question...I wanted to get away from a few people." I blink, then catch on.

"Ah...so I take it he doesn't know you're here?"

"Hopefully."

"Why haven't you dumped him and gone with Ralt?" I ask bluntly. She blushes.

"Kanra!"

"What? It's not like-"

"Did someone call my name?" I hear a familiar voice. I blink, then snicker.

"Shizuka, you're awfully red. are you okay?" He asks.

"She's fine~" He blinks, then shakes his head.

"Anyway...I'd like to introduce you guys. This is Marisuke, my best friend and partner. Said guy bows, then stands straight up, giving us both a good look. He has white hair, and copper eyes. Not too buff, but definitively toned. In all, he's attractive...

"Mar, This is Shizuka, the blonde." Ralt state. He bows, and she waves her hand dismissively.

"No need for that. you're a friend of Ralts." He smiles.

"If you say so." Even his voice gives me slight shivers. I hold out my hand to him. He shakes it.

"I'm Kanra, Zuka's best friend." I say politely. He turns my hand, so the palm is facing down, and kisses my hand. I hide a blush.

"It's nice to meet you, Ms. Kanra."

"You can drop the miss. I'm not old~" He chuckles. The guys stay for a little while longer, talking. In the process, Zuka accidentally gives me the wrong drink.

"Shoot! I'm sorry Kanra!"

"Hahaha, it's fine zuka." She blinks.

"...You're drunk, aren't you?" I shake my head.

"I haven't drank enough to be drunk, silly." It's true. I had only taken a small sip. She sighs in relief. Then murmurs to me.

"I'm sorry if that conversation brought up unpleasant memories, Kanra..."

"Zuka, do you see me upset?"

"You pretend a lot. Don't try me with that bullshit."

I've forgotten how adapt she's gotten to reading me. I sigh, noticing Mari and Ralt looking at us worriedly. I decide to ignore it.

"I'm fine, Zuka. Listen, you should talk to Ralt. before I talk to him for you~" She blushed furiously.

"You better not!" I laughed.

"Oh, Ralt~~"

"Hm?" he asks, looking confused. Shizuka chases me away before I can finish that sentence. I laugh, then sigh again, sipping my drink. Tonight, I honestly don't care. That conversation made me realize something. For once in my life, I, Kanra Orihara, am feeling entirely lost. My man, Randall, was clearly cheating on me. My boss, Vermi, had disappeared after attempted murder of my cousin Izaya. She had me snooping around for him. Snooping around him. Against him. Even after the realization and discovery of the truth, she still held a grudge against him and Shizuo and even wanted me to kill him...and of course, I can't. I couldn't. but now, I discover that Randall is their dark mage. And...he may kill me if this traitorous action of mine is found out. I'm stuck between my cheating boyfriend and my idiot asshole of a cousin. I can't kill my cousin. But Randall also scares the hell out of me. I've seen what his magic can do to someone.

"Deep in thought?" Mari asks. I smile at him.

"Kind of. I thought you were with Ralt and zuka?"

"Shizuka started turning red as Ralt talked to her so..." I blink, then laugh.

"That's going to be entertaining.~ I wish I had stayed now." He chuckles.

"So, how do you and Shizuka know each other away?"

"High school. Raira academy." I smile at the memories. "Back then, she'd lift a vending machine and try to hit me with it. Or dumpsters." He stares at me, wide eyed. I laugh.

"...How can she...?"

"Shinra says she and Shizuo's brains don't restrict their strength when they're angry like everyone else's does." He blinks.

"I see. Interesting."

"In other words, Ralt doesn't have to worry about men hitting on her~ she can just toss them into a wall or two~ though she does currently have a boyfriend so~" He chuckles.

"I figured. I have a feeling that things will be just fine between them."

"So he does like her, then?" He nods/ I beam.

"Good!~" He chuckles, then frowns at the tears in my eyes. Stupid alcohol making me unnecessarily emotional.

"Kanra...? What's wrong?"

"Nothing, Mari. I'm just tipsy." I sigh and down the rest of my drink and set the glass down.

"Hey, wanna play a game?" This is where the bad idea comes in.

"Maybe. let's get you and Zuka home." He picks me up, bridal style, and carries me out the building, Ralt and Shizuka not far behind us. I blush but hide it.

"Your boyfriend never carries you like this?" he murmurs in my ear.

"Nope..." I sigh. He frowns.

"I don't see why not." I laugh, bitterly.

"You don't know who I am very well then. I don't deserve it." He stops, dead in his tracks.

"Kanra..."

"I don't."

"Every woman deserves to be loved and cherished. How can you think that? Further more, how is it that he hasn't done something like this before? Or even told you?" I ignore his question and look away.

"Anyway...do you even know where I live?" His frown deepens, but he drops the conversation none the less.

"Ralt was supposed to be leading me to your place and Zuka's, but he's too busy CUDDLING. so." I laugh at the end of his sentence. I feel Zuka blush, and Ralt glare.

"Shut up, Marisuke." He chuckles and we continue home.

I've truly lost it...never have I felt so lost. And now, I'm even more lost with Marisuke suddenly telling me things like that.


.The hell did I just write?

Kanra: You tell me. Also, WHAT THE HELL?!

^^; This is why sadness and music don't mix...

Kanra: You don't say. oh well. Hey, at least now Ralt will get to be jelly~

Shizuka: -_- Flea.

Kanra: -snickers- Zuka~ I can teach you pole dancing for Ralt~

Shizuka: -blushes furiously- Also, DID YOU JUST MAKE ME A CHEATER?!

Depends on how you look at it. Who says that there won't be a explanation on your side of this fic? If i continue it that is.

Shizuka: Oh. Okay. I can deal with that.

-Ignores them- Tell me if I should continue this! I have no idea where the hell this is going.