Hey guys, this is just a story that I wrote just over a year ago but I forgot about it. This is just a one-shot about Simon expressing his feelings to Clary in a song. I hope you enjoy it!
Song: I Wish - by One Direction - but some bitch (excuse my language) told me that i couldn't put the lyrics in or she would report me, well i took some sentences out.. but just a warning i dont take shit from anybody and its my story!
Well, here it is! :)
'I'm Sorry'
Clary POV:
"Okay so the next song is by Simon!" I gasp and look up toward the stage, where Simon was standing. I already knew Simon could sing, but I didn't know he was planning on singing in front of lots of people.
"This song is to my friend, Clary" he says. I gasp, and look at Jace, who was glaring at Simon, manically. I frowned and looked back up at Simon, and was captured by his singing:
He takes your hand
I die a little
I watch your eyes
And I'm in riddles
Why can't you look at me like that
When you walk by
I try to say it
But then I freeze
And never do it
I gasp, putting my hand over my mouth. Simon is looking directly at me, singing with tears in his eyes. I felt tears in my own as I watched him continue.
My tongue gets tied
The words get trapped
I hear the beat of my heart getting louder
Whenever I'm near you
He looks at you
The way that I would
Does all the things, I know that I could
If only time, could just turn back
Cause I got three little words
That I've always been dying to tell you
But I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see
Whenever you kiss him
I'm breaking,
Oh how I wish
Oh how I wish
Oh how I wish, that was me
Oh how I wish, that was me
I've now got tears streaming down my face as I watch Simon flea the stage. The whole room erupts in applause for him, while I sit there sobbing into Jace's chest. What have I done? I can hear Jace grunting and saying he is going to kill Simon, but I just shake my head, telling him to shut up.
I sit up and look around the room. Where is he? Is he gone?
My eyes finally land on him, crying. He is just Standing near the exit, shaking his head in misery.
Meet his eyes and he mouths, 'I Love you, Forever'
I sob a bit harder and mouth back,
'I'm sorry'
Before watching him walk out the door and disappear from my life.
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2 weeks later
Jace, Alec, Magnus and I, sit in the kitchen watching T.V and trying to eat Izzy's cooking.
I still worry about Simon, all I want to do is call him and apologise but every time I try to, I just can't.
Izzy comes in and changes the channel from 'The Simpsons' to the news, rolling her eyes. I just sit the giggling to myself as the boys argue with her. But suddenly it gets quiet and all you can hear is the reporter's voice,
"A young 18 year old boy was found this morning in his car, dead. The boy was ledgedly missing for 3 days, the boy's name was 'Simon Lewis' if anyone knows details to his death can they please contact the police ASAP"
I felt myself falling to the ground, numbly. Simon. Simon. Simon.
He's gone. And it's all because of me!
I faintly heard people's voices asking if I was okay. Okay? M-my best fr-friend died and it was all because of m-me.
From then on I just gave up and drifted into the blackness, thinking,
'I'm so sorry, Simon'
Okay well that's it. I know it's not much, and not the best but what's done is done. Please tell me what you think.. I really want to know! :)
And again sorry about the lyrics that are missing, again blame it on the bitch!
Cyyyya,
Mel xxx :)