disclaimer: i dont own harry potter

She stood there with the knife to her chest. "Hermione" I pleaded "Dont"

"Why no one loves my anyway!"

"Ron does, ginny does..." i knew this moment would come. the only thing stopping her was her parents and now that they were gone there was no one"Hermione." i whispered "I love you" I knew she wouldent do it. She loked from me to the knife, i saw the fear in her eyes, i coud feel the teror in her veins as i pulled her hands down.

"You dont love me your just saying that, no one could ever love me, draco was right im a filthy mud blood."

"No he wasnt" i said my voice becoming fearse "Draco wasnt right, Your a butifull, charming young woman and anyone who dosent love you has to be out of there mind!" I jerked the knife out of her hands now becoming angry

"Harry?" she asked tears streaming down her face. I backed up to gat a full view of her. Her face was tear stained, her eyes were puffy and swolen, her hair was rated, and her cloths were torn from running through the trees. "Harry, if you love me proove it." I looked at her in shock. Did she want me to sleep with her? She coulden't. This wasn't hermione at all. He moved towards her and she looked up at him fear still in her eyes.

"Hermione, I know you don't want to... I'm not going to sleep with you."

"Harry thats not it...I... when i was little, My babysitter, she was a witch, my parents didnt know, one day i was mis behaving and she out a curse on me but couldent take it off..."

"W-what was it?"

"The night my parents die, i had to sleep with someone who loved me or when I go to bed I will not awake."

"Is that what all this is about?" she noded her head slightly "Monie why didnt you tell me?"

"I'v never told anyone"

"I-if you want..."

"Harry... everyone sais you only get one first time make it special... i want it to be"

He hugged her tightly " What do you want?" he asked softly she started crying into his chest

"I-I want... I want you" she managed between sobs. he stroked her hair

"ok" he said soothingly "it'll be ok" he turne her a bit and picked her up bridal style as he carried her back to their dorms. Their walk was silent except for her casual sobs, finaly upon entering the castle she stoped crying and just rested her head of his shoulder. when they got in the dorm he layed her down on the couch

"Look at you" she said "I cried so much ur soaked"

"Its fine" he reasured her while taknig it off "no wories" he lay down ontop of her and kissed her gently on the lips " I love you"

"I love you too"

This was gona be a lemon but last time i wrote one my mom almost found it... not good well anyway r&r