For as long as I've known my whole world has resolved as a room and only one window. That was my world I was never allowed to go outside the only time I was able to go outside was when I was young and my life wasn't like this. I have been living in this place for most of my life. If only I could go back to the past and not have to be here then that would be paradise for me. The only reason why I cannot leave is because of the shock collar that is around my neck. If I even think of going trying to escape my body would be zapped.

But still even if I go outside my life would still be treated horribly. Because well you see I'm not human…. I'm a neko. But seriously there are lots of neko's in the world that don't have as bad a life as me so really. Why? I have blonde hair that goes close to my shoulders, I have dull grey and blue eyes that resembles the sky. Well whatever the sky looks like now. Even though I'm 15 I'm kinda short for my age.

My body looks famine even though I'm a boy. I wear a long white dress shirt, with a red ribbon, I wear black pants with my grey jacket with my black hat. Along with the black colour that my master made me wear. Well back to the story my master keeps me in this place for reasons I don't feel comforting to speak of. The only times he comes into the room is when he wants to beat me.

What a wonderful cat life I have.

Weakly I stood up and sat down at the window of the room and looked out at the night sky. "The stars sure look pretty tonight huh" I whispered to myself. The stars always looked pretty on nights like this where there aren't any clouds out. Suddenly I got a strange feeling like I was being watched.

I looked outside and didn't see anything until my eyes locked with the most enchanting eyes I had ever seen. I looked at the most brightest blue eyes I have ever seen, as they looked into mine. It must have been another neko like me but I had only ever met one neko in my whole entire life. But she's dead now

Suddenly I heard a voice "why are you inside? Come on outside already" the voice sounded amusing and a bit lower than mine. Well probably because I have a pretty girly voice…..damn. I looked around to find the owner of the voice but no one was in the room so how? I must be going mad. I heard a chuckle "no outside not inside" the voice said "wait how can I hear you if I can't even see you?" I asked.

I heard a chuckle "because we neko's can speak telepathically. Now come on and come outside already" the voice sounded like it was having the most fun teasing me.

"I can't"

"Why not?"

The voice sounded curios. Then I gripped my shock collar that was around my neck. "Is.…..that what I think it is?" He voice sounded shocked. "I can't leave because the shock collar stops me from ever leaving this room" I said and I could feel my eyes watering.

"Why are you wearing that crapy thing!?" He asked sounding annoyed. I smiled sadly "I guess...its payment for what I did" I said that then hopped off of the window ceil and walked away from the window.

I couldn't let anyone see me cry even if I can't see them. I walked over to the wall and slide down it. Bringing my knees up to my chest and my head on my knees while my arms wrapped around my legs. I let the few tears drop and soon I was sobbing. I don't understand how something so simple can make me cry.

It just doesn't make any sense.

After a few moments I heard loud footsteps coming up the stairs. Then my door slammed open looks like master Is back. Before I could even look up I was garbed by my hair, I let out a small cry of pain. I was then thrown into a wall. Then I proceeded to get kicked and punched. Even though I had gone through this everyday it still hurts. After what seemed like hours but was only 15 minutes master stoped "there I hope you learned you're lesson for today" he said then walked out.

I tried picking myself up but all it succeeded in doing was sending me back on the floor. So I laid there on the cold hard wooden ground and I was sure I heard knocking on the window but I didn't look up. Probably just my imagination. Then I heard the voice again "Hey are you alright?" He sounded worried.

While slipping into unconsciousness I didn't notice the dirtied hands teetering away on the lock of the window.