My Lonely

by DecemberPaintedWings

Faith always felt like there was only one thing that kept her going. Happiness only gets in the way of avoiding death. She knows that much for sure. *Rated T for themes of severe depression, isolation, brokeness*

A/N: I was looking through some of my stuff and thought that this poem would be absolutely PERFECT for Faith's struggles and her personality. Let me know what you think! :)

My Lonely

My only fear has been release from this pain

That after the happy moments,

Life would be the same.

I couldn't be able

To handle any of this after being free

So I struggle with my lonely,

And I can feel it killing me.

Only one heart

Burning, feeding all of my pain

My lonely won't look at me

And I'm pretending that life is okay.

Every moment I get colder

My soul becomes a little older

I can't handle opposition,

I'm crumbling inside

I lost a few more tears.

I know more should follow them out

But my lonely enfolds me

And so the hurt is slowly swallowed.

Tears mean I am weak

And they give testament to healing

I don't need to heal.

I just need my only hope, my lonely

To forget all the anger and despair I feel

I need to be forgiven and to be cleansed

Because I can't live with how dirty I feel.