This is NOT a Smitchie story. It has a fictional character, Hannah, in it! Please R&R!

I gasped as I felt myself being shoved against the wall of his shared cabin once again. I fell to the floor in a heap with tears rolling down my cheeks. I looked up into his blazing eyes and thought of how I got here. What did I ever do to him? You see my name is Hannah Smithson and I am in a abusive relationship with the one and only Shane Gray. Yes THE Shane Gray. It started out as a little innocent relationship my first year at Camp Rock but then at my second year he turned THIS way. The abusive one. I would get out of the relationship but, he wont let me. Even tough he has new girls, besides me, every week pretty much. I hate it. And the worst part is that everyone thinks that he is the perfect boyfriend. Oh how wrong they are. No one knows about it either. My best friend Nate Russo, Shane's best friend and band mate and boy I really love more than anything in the world, suspects something but he doesn't know because Shane told me if I told anyone then he would kill me. I looked down to the floor from my positon and when I looked up I saw that he was standing right in front of me. He glared at me and slapped me and I let a sob escape my throat at the force of the slap. He got right in front of my face making me cower back as far as I could.

"Next time you want to talk back, think again." he spat then stood up straight and started walking toward the door but he turned around when he grabbed the doorknob.

"And remember don't tell anyone about this" he said then turned and walked out of the cabin leaving me helpless on the floor. I brought my legs up to my chest and rested my head arms on them and then rested my heads on top of my arms and cried uncontrollably until I felt warm, familiar arms wrap around me and bring me into their chest. I looked up and saw that Nate was the one sitting beside me with concern written all over his face.

"Hannah, are you gonna tell me why you are crying and have bruises all over your body?" he asked in a stern bt soft voice. I shook my head.

"I c-cant" I stuttered my sobs subsiding.

"Why not? I'm your best friend. You can tell me anything" he said pulling me tighter into him.

"I'm not allowed to. I'm sorry Nate." I said in a small voice looking away from him. I felt my chin being softly lifted up and I looked into his eyes.

"Its okay. But promise me that you will tell me one day." He asked, well more like commanded. I nodded. He pulled me into a standing position and we walked off towards the mess hall for lunch.

5 weeks later

The beatings have only gotten worse. And the more and more that Nate helps me, the more I fall in love with him.

Currently I am sitting in the mess hall with a bunch of my friends eating lunch. My friends were Shane, not really a friend, Caitlyn, Nate, Tess Tyler, I didn't really like her either, and Caitlyn's boyfriend Trevor. Every now and then I saw under the table Tess and Shane playing footsies. She must be his other girlfriend of the week. The would also make lovey dovey faces at each other, and I know I don't like him but it still hurts to watch knowing that he used to do that to you and now he just beats the living shit out of you. I pushed my plate away from me and stood up abruptly making Shane looks up at me with a glare.

"I'm going down to the dock" I stated. Everybody nodded and Shane stood up and kissed my cheek making me cringe and flinch away from him, which I noticed didn't go unnoticed by Nate.

"Be careful" Shane said in his fake loving voice. I nodded and turned and walked out of the door and down to the dock where I sat down at the edge and looked off into the horizon. I felt a sudden breeze and I shivered and wrapped my arms tightly around myself in hopes to et warm. I suddenly felt warmth around my shoulders and when I looked down I saw a jacket resting on them. I looked around alarmed but instantly calmed down when I saw that it was Nate's and that he was now sitting beside me lloking into the horion the same way I was a few seconds ago.

"Hey Hannah, can I ask you a serious question?" Nate asked loking at me. I nodded in response. "Okay I want you to be totally honest with me okay?" he asked and I nodded again. He took a deep breath.

"Is Shane abusing you?" he asked and I sat there staring at him wide mouthed. How did he know? I looked away from him.

"Uhhh…. Yes" I squeaked out. I felt tears rush down my cheeks and then I felt Nate's warm arms around me in attempts to calm me down.

"Why didn't you tell me?" he asked. I shrugged.

"He told me if I did then he would kill me" I whispered and I felt Nate start shaking with anger.

"You have to leave him!" he exclaimed. I shook my head furiously.

"I cant! He'll kill me! Just give me a little while okay?" I asked and he nodded in understanding.

"Okay. I promise I wont do anything." He said looking me in the eyes. I looked straight back into his and saw… Love? Ya right… I thought bitterly. Like he would ever love someone like me.

"Hey Hannah, can I tell you something else?" he asked getting closer to me making my heart flutter rapidly. I nodded slightly. He leaned his head forward to where our lips were almost touching.

"I love you… as… more than a friend" he muttered and I felt myself smile when my heart started beating even faster. Before I could respond I felt his warm, soft, lips on mine. I sighed and closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer by threading my fingers through his soft curls. I slowly started to kiss him back with confidence. I felt his tongue lick my bottom lip wanting entrance and I happily accepted. I moaned as his tongue wrapped around mine. I felt him lean me back against the dock and lean gently on me. After a few minutes we pulled back and I looked deep into his eyes.

"I love you too. But what about Shane? If he finds out, he will kill me, and you" I said whispering the last part. He sat back up wrapping me up tightly in his arms.

"I don't care what Shane does to me but can we just be together? Secretly?" he asked. I nodded smiling the whole time. I looked back up at him and saw him beaming down at me. He kissed my nose making me smile wider. I looked down when I heard my phone vibrating. I opened it up and saw that I had a new text.

Where are you?

Xoxoxo,

Shane

I sighed knowing that he only put the hugs and kisses things just in case someone was around. I looked up and saw Nate reading over my shoulder where his head was placed. I quickly hit reply and started typing.

I'm at the dock. I'll meet you at you at your cabin.

Xoxoxo,

Hannah

I hit send and stood up making Nate come up with me. I smiled slightly up at him.

"I have to go. I'm sorry" I stated. He nodded and leaned down and kissed me softly.

"Okay. Be careful. Ill text you later." He said. I nodded and started walking away.

"I love you" he called out softly. I smiled and turned around.

"I love you too" I said then walked off to Shane and Nate's cabin. As soon as I walked in I found a piece of paper shoved in my face. I looked up and saw Shane holding it out for me. I took it and read it.

Camp Rock Final Jam Before Jam Dance!

This Saturday!

I sighed and looked back at Shane.

"We are going together" he said. All I did was nod. We sat in silence for the rest of the day. He was texting. Probably Tess. I hated her. I left around dinner time. I went to mine and Caitlyn's cabin and freshened up and then walked to the Mess Hall. I got a little something to eat and then sat down at my usual table, by Shane, in front of Nate. I looked at Nate and saw him smirking at me. I was confused until I felt his jean covered legs start to rub mine making me smile. After dinner I walked back to my cabin and got ready for bed and texted Nate until I got to tired to even open my eyes.

Saturday at the Dance

Shane didn't beat me as much this week. I don't know why though. Right now I am standing off to the side of the dance floor with Shane at the drink fountain, watching Nate mingle with people. He looked so good in his white dress shirt! Hottie! But ya. I saw a cup in front of my face and when I turned around I saw Shane was the one holding it for me so I took a sip, but it burned on the way down. I was soon addicted and was done with the drink in a mere 3 minutes.

I felt myself stumble as me and Shane tried to dance. I felt light headed. I brought my hand up to my head and closed my eyes.

"Shane. I don't feel to good" I stated. He looked at me with concern. Ha! Fake concern. He reached up and felt my forehead.

"You don't feel warm. Come on. Maybe you just need to lay down." He said grabbing my hand and pulling me swiftly through the crowd of people. They all looked like a blur to me. Once we reached our friends Shane stopped making me stop too. I looked around at all of my friend's faces and my eyes immediately connected with Nate's. I saw the look of genuine concern on his face and I halfway smiled and shrugged signaling that I didn't know what was wrong with me.

"Guys, Hannah isn't feeling good so im gonna go ahead and take her back. See you all later." He said then tuned and started dragging me again. We made it back to his cabin and he sat me on the bed. I laid back and felt my body loosing control. I groaned. Shane came over and straddled my waist and started kissing my neck. I tried pushing him off but my body was loosing control and was to weak.

"Shane, stop" I slurred feeling myself slip deeper into my unconsciousness.

"Just relax Hannah" he said. I tried to stop him again as he pulled my dress over my head but before I could protest I felt myself slip into full unconsciousness.