I slit myself from the belly button up
My ribcage got in the way so I shattered it
You turn from staring out the window
To gaze with disinterest at my insides lying on the floor
Before leveling that same look at me
You said not a word
Yet you told me more than enough
For the first time in a long while
I was humiliated about being so open
I snatch up my heart that lies at your feet
And in my haste-OUCH!
Stab my heart on a fractured rib
Quickly, quickly I shove my liver and pancreas back in
I wring out my stomach that's full of nausea before throwing it in that jumbled place
I hopelessly knot up my intestines and cram the long pink rope inside
With arms wrapped around my torso and head bowed
I follow you down the stairs till we reach the point where we must part
To my surprise you turn and follow me out the way I go
Going out of your way to get to your car
And before we part
You stitch me up
Though the stitches are far apart from each other and clumsily made
The needle is sharp and quick
The thread doing it's job and holding me together
It's not that you don't care
But that you simply don't understand
And don't know what to say
I realize as I tug the stitching a bit tighter
An affectionate smile making it's home on my lips as I watch your form disappear around the corner
