I cannot stay here

I no longer feel safe

This world is no longer mine

It is not what it used to be

My shoulder still bears the pain

My 4-fingered hand still shows what I lost

It recalls my memories of what I endured

Of what I had done

I no longer feel safe

I no longer belong

I must leave

I must sail away

I will go with Gandalf and the elves

My home is no longer my home

The innocence it bears no longer resides in me

I have seen the world, travelled the world

I have seen too much

I now must bid goodbye