May 27th 2013
Chapter 1
Meredith's P.O.V
Sometime after 9x09
The overwhelming feel if nausea woke me up. I looked over to see the it was only 5:43. At least a hour before Zola would wake me and Derek up. Derek groaned and I crawled out of his arms and to the bathroom that connected to Derek's and my bedroom to empty the contents of my late night snack into the toilet. Derek's warm arms wrapped around my torso and I started dry heaving from not having more food to throw up.
The sickness stopped and i was sitting in Derek's arms as i herd the sound of Zola crying through the baby monitor. I went to go get Zola as Derek went to go make chocolate waffles I've been craving.
When I got to Zola's rooms I noticed she had a high fever and was not happy about it at all. I took Zola's temperature and sure enough it was way above normal.
"Owwey momma!" Zola said pointing to her stomach as I picked her up. When Zola was safely on my hip and I was just leaving her room she threw up all over me.
"DEREK! UP HERE NOW!" Great! Zola has the flew and and my pregnant stomach turned at the smell of her vomit and made me need to puke again!
About a hour or 2 later.
Derek had gone to work and I took a sick day to stay home with Zola. After Zola feel asleep watching bear in the big blue house I hurried over to get to my phone on the kitchen counter as fast as somebody could with a 6 month fetus living inside if them. As soon as I say the reminder on my phone I broke down In tears.
"LEXIES BIRTHDAY" the screen read.
Before I completely broke down Zola started to cry in pain. Needing her mommy right now I concealed my grief and went go go help my sick daughter.
Zola had Finally fallen asleep in her bed when I went to my bed to totally break down. Lexie would be 29 today and would have been the best auntie to her niece Zola who was to young to remember her and her nephew who she never would know about. My sons gentle kicks when soothing me when I herd a voice that sounded a lot like Derek's sister Liz's voice.
"Meredith? Are you okay?" Derek's southing sisters voice spoke as she came and rubbed her hand on my back. Although I had only screen pictures I knew it was Derek's sister Kathleen.
"Sorry, Kathleen. " I managed to sob.
"Meredith, whats wrong? I know we never met but you are me sister and I care. I also happen to be one of the best Psychologist on the east cost with 5 kids so I just so happen to deal with stuff like this on a day to day basis."
" lex..ie...dead. have..turned...29 today...Zola won't...won't remember her... She will .never .meet her...her...nephew" I managed to cock back between sobs as I leaned in to Kathleen's sisterly hug.
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