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I just like to watch and fantasize about Misaki and… Oujiro… and… eep… GOTTA GO!!!
"Death is at the end of Life…" My mother told me that before she died. I cried so much after that, not wanting to believe what she said. But it's true. If someone wants to end their life, they would have to die. It made me think. How old will I be before I die? It made me think so much. And it's ridiculous. It distracted me from Angelic Layer too. I couldn't concentrate because I kept on thinking. Thinking about my mother and also, death. If I died, what would Hikaru do?
Hikaru is my best friend. And she is also a doll. I just can't think about anything if Angelic Layer would have to end on me. But my mother passed Athena to me. Athena is now my property, but she's too precious to be an angel for me. I just can't throw Athena into the layer and call it my own. It would be too painful if I did that. But if I could change the past, what would I change? I don't know.
This is all making my head hurt. I can't have any more battles until I can clear my head. But I can't get a vacation now. Not until after the Shinjuku Tournament. It's just around the corner. But I can't participate with this in my mind.
"What should I do, Hikaru?" I asked Hikaru. I looked at her as I held her infront of my face for a long time. Her face looked emotionless, but I know she's trying to tell me something. But I just don't know. I turned the lights off and pulled the blankets over my body and rested Hikaru on the night table. I looked at her for a while and then I closed my eyes and went to sleep.
That very night, I had a dream. I'm not even sure if it is a dream. But I felt like I was in one. I went back into the past. I remember this place. It's my home. But, I'm living with my mother. And I'm walking right now, walking to the kitchen. I remember this. My mother, she fell down in the kitchen because of her legs. No… Why is this replaying? I don't want this to happen to my mother. But wait…
She didn't fall. My mother didn't fall on the floor. What's happening? My mother, she's standing up. She's standing on her feet. And she's not suffering. My mother is washing the dishes. And she's also smiling. Why? I don't understand this at all.
I ran to my room upstairs and I fell to my knees and held my head close to my chest. I closed my eyes tight and thought hard. If this is the past and my mother is perfectly healthy. Then…
"Angelic Layer…" I said softly. I shut my eyes really quickly. A tear ran down my cheek.
"Hikaru…" I thought about Hikaru, my doll, my angel, my friend.
"Hatako… Suzuka…" Hatako is my friend, and she is also my second. She helped me with my bond between Hikaru and myself.
"Kotarou…" My friend… he showed me his karate and he also made me see my weakness…
"Tamayo…" She taught my some attacks for Angelic Layer. My friend….
"Oujiro… Wizard…" I can't forget that battle with him. And the many times he asked me out. And that bunny he bought for me…
"Icchan…" He started Angelic Layer. He showed me what Angelic Layer is… And now… Angelic layer is gone…
"Angelic Layer can't be gone… this can't happen!!!" This can't happen…
"Hikaru!!!" I yelled. I sat up and Hikaru is still there. And I remembered the dream. I thought about it. If it weren't for my mother, there wouldn't be Angelic Layer. It was all thanks to her. And also Icchan. He made it possible. He got the technology.
The dream made me feel better about my mother's death. Thanks to her for making Angelic Layer possible. And now, for me to become the best Deus in the whole world!!!
"We can do it Hikaru!!!"
Note: Uhh… I'm not very far into Angelic Layer, just about episode 24 and I decided to write and so far, all the info might be spoilers to some of you and they might not be for the rest. Enjoy!
=)
I just like to watch and fantasize about Misaki and… Oujiro… and… eep… GOTTA GO!!!
"Death is at the end of Life…" My mother told me that before she died. I cried so much after that, not wanting to believe what she said. But it's true. If someone wants to end their life, they would have to die. It made me think. How old will I be before I die? It made me think so much. And it's ridiculous. It distracted me from Angelic Layer too. I couldn't concentrate because I kept on thinking. Thinking about my mother and also, death. If I died, what would Hikaru do?
Hikaru is my best friend. And she is also a doll. I just can't think about anything if Angelic Layer would have to end on me. But my mother passed Athena to me. Athena is now my property, but she's too precious to be an angel for me. I just can't throw Athena into the layer and call it my own. It would be too painful if I did that. But if I could change the past, what would I change? I don't know.
This is all making my head hurt. I can't have any more battles until I can clear my head. But I can't get a vacation now. Not until after the Shinjuku Tournament. It's just around the corner. But I can't participate with this in my mind.
"What should I do, Hikaru?" I asked Hikaru. I looked at her as I held her infront of my face for a long time. Her face looked emotionless, but I know she's trying to tell me something. But I just don't know. I turned the lights off and pulled the blankets over my body and rested Hikaru on the night table. I looked at her for a while and then I closed my eyes and went to sleep.
That very night, I had a dream. I'm not even sure if it is a dream. But I felt like I was in one. I went back into the past. I remember this place. It's my home. But, I'm living with my mother. And I'm walking right now, walking to the kitchen. I remember this. My mother, she fell down in the kitchen because of her legs. No… Why is this replaying? I don't want this to happen to my mother. But wait…
She didn't fall. My mother didn't fall on the floor. What's happening? My mother, she's standing up. She's standing on her feet. And she's not suffering. My mother is washing the dishes. And she's also smiling. Why? I don't understand this at all.
I ran to my room upstairs and I fell to my knees and held my head close to my chest. I closed my eyes tight and thought hard. If this is the past and my mother is perfectly healthy. Then…
"Angelic Layer…" I said softly. I shut my eyes really quickly. A tear ran down my cheek.
"Hikaru…" I thought about Hikaru, my doll, my angel, my friend.
"Hatako… Suzuka…" Hatako is my friend, and she is also my second. She helped me with my bond between Hikaru and myself.
"Kotarou…" My friend… he showed me his karate and he also made me see my weakness…
"Tamayo…" She taught my some attacks for Angelic Layer. My friend….
"Oujiro… Wizard…" I can't forget that battle with him. And the many times he asked me out. And that bunny he bought for me…
"Icchan…" He started Angelic Layer. He showed me what Angelic Layer is… And now… Angelic layer is gone…
"Angelic Layer can't be gone… this can't happen!!!" This can't happen…
"Hikaru!!!" I yelled. I sat up and Hikaru is still there. And I remembered the dream. I thought about it. If it weren't for my mother, there wouldn't be Angelic Layer. It was all thanks to her. And also Icchan. He made it possible. He got the technology.
The dream made me feel better about my mother's death. Thanks to her for making Angelic Layer possible. And now, for me to become the best Deus in the whole world!!!
"We can do it Hikaru!!!"
Note: Uhh… I'm not very far into Angelic Layer, just about episode 24 and I decided to write and so far, all the info might be spoilers to some of you and they might not be for the rest. Enjoy!
=)