Emil sighed as he turned to lay on his side, staring at his lover who was still asleep. He looked at the clock which stood on a cheap, white nightstand.
3:15am
The boy huffed and closed his eyes again, trying to get some sleep. What kept him awake though was a nightmare he saw a couple of hours ago. In the dream he and Sadik were much older, and Sadik got sick. Weeks later he passed away in his sleep. That was a thing to worry to Emil. He and Sadik got such an age gap. Sadik was 31 and Emil was only 19 years old.
Sadik yawned in front of Emil and opened his eyes slowly, raising his brows as he saw that the boy was awake. ''What's wrong, Em?'' he asked yawning.
Emil blushed a little and shrugged, snuggling closer to the other, who chuckled. ''Oh, really? Did you have a nightmare?'' the Turk whispered softly, stroking his boyfriends hair. Emil nodded. ''You're too old for me..'' he mumbled quietly.
''What?'' Sadik asked, surprised, staring at Emil.
''You're too old for me.. You'll die many years before me, and that means I have to live without you.'' the albino sniffled, pressing his face against Sadik's chest. ''Aw, I'm only 31. And we'll live together many, many years. I'm not gonna die yet, and I promise that you won't be alone, even if I was dead..'' Sadik tried to make the boy feel better, kissing his forehead.
''But..'' Emil wiped his eyes, mentally slapping himself for being so sensitive. The Turk chuckled again, finding Emil's sensitivity cute.
''Shh. No buts. I'm gonna be with you forever. I love you, Emil'', Sadik said and pulled him into a hug. The younger male nodded slowly and nuzzled Sadik's stubbly chin. ''I love you too..'' he yawned, closing his eyes already.
Sadik smiled as he watched his lover fall asleep slowly, stroking his face and smiling, happy of the fact that Emil really did care about him. Actually, he kinda liked nightmares; they would just bring the two of them closer.