Tamela : Caught Between Two Worlds

Prelude: Jessica's Diary Entry

Hey guys, I know it has been a long time since I've updated, but i'm back and hopefully for good now. This idea comes courtesy of the amazing, talented genius JeriMizzle, my girl Jerilyn. Ya'll, I picked up a diamond right here haha! She deserves all the credit. I mainly added to her awesome idea's lol. We're working hard to make this fanfiction the best we can. We really hope you enjoy it! Please leave a review and tell us what you thought. If you love it, we'll post Chapter One :). So, without further ado, here is a short prelude of Caught between Two Worlds.

Peace, Love & All things Tamela

- Mimi & JeriMizzle xo

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Dear Diary,

James finally left. After catching him in bed with some trashy fake blonde groupie 2 weeks ago, he finally packed up his stuff and went on tour with his busted, corny ass band "Blood, Sweat & Tears."

I'm not gonna lie, the first time I heard the band's name I laughed so hard! Just because he's a vampire doesn't mean he has to have "blood" in the title; and then the "tears" part makes them sound like a bunch of pussies, like that human pop group "One Direction"...bleughh .

Anyway, today has been very uneventful. Tara had me cleaning up the bathrooms...AGAIN! I swear humans around here have got to be the most repulsive smelling creatures EVER when it comes to their "restroom habits;" as Pam so eloquently put it to me once.

Time seems to be standing still today. I feel like I would've succumbed to dawn a lot faster tonight if I didn't have 2 giggling baby vamps next to me doing god knows what in their suddenly shared coffin…ugh!

They sure have gotten a lot closer, considering Willa was an unwanted progeny just a few years ago.

Times like these make me miss Pam. Sure, she was sarcastic and anything but motherly, but she was the best thing that happened to me during the whole authority ordeal. I miss her witty dry humor…I miss hearing my nickname "Cheeto" or "Red" being yelled at the top of her voice, because I'd forgotten to do something she had previously asked me to :(

I feel like Tara may be using Willa to shield the feelings she still harbors for Pam; when I know for a fact every night Tara stares at Pam's picture when she thinks no one is watching. I also see little glimmers of affection for Willa though. Maybe it's because we all spend every day together or maybe it's because of how we've all had to rely on each other ever since their makers abandoned them. Maybe I'm just reading too much into it. Then, of course they're these urges I've been feeling. For some reason, beyond me, I can't be in the same room with her anymore without wanting to kiss her…be near her…make her laugh…Oh god I've never had these "gay persuasion" feelings before, but there's something about her. I mean, why can't I be the one laying next to her when dawn takes us? Why can't I be the one that holds her as we drift off into a peaceful slumber? It's not fair! SHE gets to, WHY CANT I?! I just pray that by some miracle Pam comes back soon; I miss our Vampire Barbie :(

Till Next Time

Jessica Hamby