Why Juliet?

Why, Juliet?
Why should I follow you in death?
What have you ever done?
Not done, but spoke,
'I love thee, Romeo,'
and I love thee too, fair Juliet.
Is true love enough?
It was, it seems, for you.
But is it, as it stands, for me?
Should our love, born of the body,
follow through in death?
Would it have been better,
to live and love,
or to remain faithful in death?
Why should I remain faithful?
Your love was more, I do believe,
than any I have loved before,
Rosaline, of my own house.
But maybe the paleness of comparison,
her shadow wavering in your light,
was only because past pales before the present.
Your beauty, it is true, far surpasses any of the others'
but so did Rosaline's,
at that time.
If I leave you here in eternal peace,
remembering your glory,
will I find another, surpassing you?
For the future can bring anything.
What of the others, sacrificed to our love,
who died to save our bodies?
Sweet Mercutio, who I once loved in friendship,
as I love you in love?
Tybalt, your feline cousin,
died for the love of Mercutio.
Slat, both.
Paris, body still warm, and just outside.
Do I owe them to live,
that something of their sacrifice was worthwhile?
True love, one might say,
even in death, is worthwhile.
But as I look at your face,
devoid of the life and love I loved,
I wonder.
How can I be so unfaithful?
However gone now,
you died of our love.
Would it not be right of me,
having loved in return,
to follow after?
But why, Juliet, should I follow in death?
I, being possessed of the soul of your love,
should stay in this world for but the reason to keep that alive.
In truth, Juliet,
I am beloved of this body,
of the ability to laugh,
to cry,
to love.
Why, Juliet,
do you leave me in this dilemma?
Did love and life become too much to bear?
Why did our love fail,
turning in an instant from the essence of life,
to a bearer of death?
Most loved Juliet; I would give myself in an instant,
to hell rather than the heaven in which you must reside,
to give you back the breath of life.
A life, that I know now
for me will be too painful to bear.
Reason enough for some,
to take death over pain.
Oh, pain of the mind is more painful than that of the body,
and pain of the heart defies all else.
Juliet, for you I would defy everything.
I know you already have for me.
There is no reason for me to remain.
What use is there for me here?
To fight the house in which my love once abided?
There has been to much fighting,
too much death.
One more body will not matter.
And this body will not die of hatred,
but of love.
Poison, some might say,
is a woman's weapon,
and woe to any man who is so weak to use it.
Run through with a sword is a more honorable death.
I wonder how many men have stared as I do,
from the face of despair,
to a small bottle,
the end.
funny, that a small bottle is the end of so many,
who's lives were lived by the large,
that a draught, clear as water,
could bring the end so many seek in drink.
Forgetfulness, forever.
There is a dagger at my side.
If honorable death is by steel,
would it be better if I claimed my life by that?
But no,
I would do nothing that could redden the robes worn by Juliet,
asleep forever at my side.
What, Juliet, has been done,
so you would sadden your true love so?
Why, Juliet, can I only be with you in the heavens above?
Who, Juliet, am I but your love?
No one.
So I will follow.
Willingly, faithfully, lovingly.
I am yours forever,
and when I am with you again,
it shall be for forever.
Why, Juliet?
Because I love.