I'm Back! Yup, new computer so i'm writing again. Not continuing my first two stories as I've no idea how to continue them but i have started on a new story. Its rated M simply because there might be future romance- not decided yet. But any way this is just an intro next chapter is chapter 1. Enjoy... and let us know what you think...

Dear dairy, the hole in my chest is starting to seal. I can still feel the ache and the feeling of helplessness but slowly I'm starting to cope a little bit better. I thought that I would never be able to move on. I thought that he didn't just steal me of my love but he also stole my wiliness to fulfill my life and have the future I deserve. But as it turns out the girls who left the sunny state of Arizona and moved to the rainy town of forks isn't as weak as everyone thinks she is. Edward leaving my life did impact me emotionally but I'm finding my way back; I'm starting to realize that actually I can live without him. With this realization at the front of my mind- I've decided to stop blocking everyone out and be me again. Well, not completely like I used to be because this new Bella has had enough of the supernatural messing with her life so this new Bella is back with a bite.