Prologue-

Austin POV-

My mind raced as I ran through the yard, eager to find out what exactally happens to her after dark. My senses tingled as I rushed towards the loud music flaring through the trees.

That's where I saw it, the big homey- like club. It was loud and I clutched my sister's hand and she held tight to my leg.

We walked through the doors, the smell of alcohol so strong it could make you drunk just by inhaling the air. Drug heads, alcoholics, rapists- you name it, this place got it.

That's when I lost my sister.

"Audree?!" I shouted over the loud music, I then spotted her talking to Ally's younger brother Aidan.

I decided it was fine, since she was with someone I knew and wasn't high, drunk, sexist or anything that would harm the petite fourteen year old.

That was when I spotted her, drunk and grinding on a random person. My heart shattered, no it didn't- it stopped, in a bad way.

What killed me was the look she gave him, the flirtatious one. And what she was wearing, almost nothing. I didnt care she was wearing it, but out with random low lived fucks who like to rape random teenage girls- no way Jose.

That was when she leaned over and kissed him. My heart shattered into a million pieces at the sight. A tear rolled down my cheek and my throat went dry. I didn't know what was happening, it felt like I had been shot.

She didn't feel the same way. All the kisses, the moments- all of it. It all meant nothing to the girl. Absolutely nothing at all.

Her words echoed through my mind~

"I will never love you you sick, sex addicted, selfish, disgraceful man whore! Oops, I forgot to put that in first grade vocabulary, Fuck off! Stay out of my shit, and I'll stay out of yours!"

That was right, she never was. She wants to be a toy. Treating herself like this, it wasn't right.

I fell to the ground looking at the two making out, and she pulled away.

Allyssa turned around to face me. "A-Austin?"

I ran towards Audree, pulling her away from the drunks.

"Are you in love with her?"

I looked down at her, tears welled up in my eyes. I tried to be strong, but it came out.

"I'm a hopeless fuck who deserves to rot in hell! I'm hopelessly in love with someone who will never love me back, Audree!" I wailed.

"C'mon, lets go."

That was it. The rest of my loveless life,

I was in love with her, someone who didn't love me back.

It pains me to know she thinks I don't care,

but it kills to know that she doesn't care.

Because I'm in love with her, but she was in love with someone else that wasn't me.

And there was nothing that he or anybody could possibly do about it.

And it broke me, no- it killed me.