"So many won't get the chance to say goodbye, but it's too late too think of the value of my life." -Rihanna; Russian Roulette
Before this very moment, I always considered death as a thing of the distant future. When the thought came to mind, I figured I'd pass away due to old age, an accident, or some illness. Never in my twenty years of living did I think I'd be leaving the world this way. A small tear streamed down my face as I thought of the friends I'd never get to say goodbye to, or the look on my mothers face when she opened the door of my bedroom only to find my lifeless body spread across my mattress. And the mess I'd leave behind for her to clean. But none of that mattered now, my fate was set and I knew what was going to happen, what needed to be done.