Well I must say this is my first chapter of a Twilight Fan Fic and I am hoping y'all like it very much. If I don't receive any reviews then I know that I suck (no pun intended lol) at writing and should just stick to acting, like I always do! Love ya!
She laid there sleeping. She looked so much like an angel. NO, not like. She was an angel. And I was a monster. Like Beauty and the Beast we were. I had no idea how she, being so pure, soft and utterly perfect, could love something so hard, soulless, so unnatural.
Something bad was coming and I knew what it was, I knew one day my past would find me and there would be no where for me to hide. I decided to stay close to my love for the next few nights. Watching her sleep, hearing her breathing and muttering incoherent phrases about loving me and never letting go. Breathing in her smell that sent shivers down my spine and made the beast in me growl and thrash around with undeniable hunger. Bella could tell there was something bothering me but, being human, she couldn't figure out what exactly. And I wouldn't tell her, because for me to tell her would not only bring my past closer to me, making every inch of my granite body hurt, but I would never wish to see the horror in her chocolate eyes. The horror of her realizing what kind of creature I once was and still am on the inside.
Alice had seen a vision of him coming, here, to Forks, Washington. He was traveling fast and with purpose. After reading the vision in her mind I was right beside Bella. No way in Hell would I dare leave her side, leave her unprotected. But I knew that he would use her to get to me. I couldn't let him do that and no matter how much it was going to destroy me, I had to do it.
William De Bourgh .
I met him back in Tennessee in the early 1930's. Just a few years after my transformation. I decided to leave Carlisle and defy the way he had brought me up. William was created back in his hometown of Paris, France in the 18th century and still looked like he lived in it. Last time I saw him he had shaggy black hair, red eyes, around my height, with the power to make you trust him. That's what roped me in, the trust. How I could easily trust this vampire, how much I began to believe in him.
William had found me wandering around Nashville, starving. William was the first to introduce me to human blood. It was what he called our "natural" diet. I believed him. I began that night on, feeding on humans. I choose my victims by reading their thoughts. I would only take the evil humans, the ones who were rapists, murderers and thieves. They were the ones I sought out every night, the ones I would scare, taunt and eventually feed from. I though that by taking only the evil ones I was ridding the world of mortal evils. That was until I realized, who was I to play God? Was I any better than the murderers I drank from?
After my epiphany, I told William that I wished to return to Carlisle and Esme. To return to my old way of life. Although I knew there was no way to make up for all the souls I have taken but I knew from that moment on that I would never take another life again. Needless to say, William was furious with my decision. He told me he had thought of me as a best friend, a brother. Now all I was to him was a traitor to him. After fighting for hours on end I left but not before William swore he'd find me again and make my life hell. I never saw or heard from him again for years. Until now.
Dearest Long Lost Brother,
I FOUND YOU!
Lovingly Yours,
William
Ps.What a beautiful little human you have. Isabella, what a delicious name.
He knew about Bella. He must have been watching my every move, God knows he's quiet and very hard to detect. Unfortunately I knew what I had to do. It would be the hardest thing I will ever have to do. I had to leave my family, my home. I had to get as far away from Forks as I could go