16 Years Later

by An Angel in Darkness

American Idol: KRADAM! 16 Years Later, the statement Kradam has taken itself to a whole new level. And the next generation. Kris has a problem. She likes Adam. But does Adam like her? And what is Kris willing to sacrifice to be with the one she loves?

16 Years Later

Kris' POV

-November 13, 2025

You know what sucks. Everything! I know I make bad choices, but this is

TERRIBLE! I know I don't want to like him, but it's really pretty...uncontrollable. I can't

just stay true to what I've been thinking for…like forever! Well, two years… I know now

that I'm going to get hurt. I just know it! Yet here I am, sitting here writing him a love

song…wow I'm SCREWED! Ugh, this sucks…and now I can't go back to how things

used to be! I can't reverse this! And now I'm writing to a journal that won't listen cuz its

freaking BOOK! Oh, I feel like those crazy people in the mental hospitals who talk to

inanimate objects! Okay, I need to just calm down and face the facts. I'm exaggerating,

right? Maybe he never heard what Dawn said…Oh, God…this is bad…it really is…Well

on the bright side, it's not my fault, right? It's not MY fault that my half-sister doesn't

know how to shut up! I mean, it's not my fault that I do stupid things and I MAKE BAD

CHOICES! You know, my dad was wrong. This writing thing really isn't helping…its

just…not! But what can I do? NOTHING! I am screwed. Good, old-fashioned

SCREWED!

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-November 15, 2025

Life sucks. I need a way to permanently sew my big-ass mouth closed. I mean, you don't

TELL him…because that's stupid and anyone who just blurts that stuff out

is a retard, right? YEP! THAT'S ME! WHY didn't I think about this before I said it! And

WHY is all of this dumped on ME! …I bet the universe just hates me…