A/N: Ah yes I know I should be working on my other fics but tell you the truth I didn't get enough reviews for my latest fics to continue. I live off of reviews so you gotta please review for me. Maybe I will someday but today as I was doing my chores for my lovely mother, (- Ruby's sucking up) I came up with this idea. Yup, good old yaoi. Tasuki/Chichiri, but also I dunno what to call this but I'll say Hikou feels a lot for Houjun. This takes place after everything of FY and Hikou is still dead though.

Warning: Yaoi, swearing that kinda stuff.

D/C: 250$ for the therapy I need after watching FY. 1000000$ for all the anime merchandise I plan on buying when I somehow find the money. Dreams of owning Fushigi Yugi...Priceless. For every other realistic dream there's parents to mooch off of.

~*~*~*~ Hikou's POV~*~*~*~

Houjun...how do I miss you... I'm standing right next to you as you sleep on the ground by your small fire, your bandit friend as your traveling companion. I trace the lines of your face with my transparent fingers. I wish I could really touch you again. How do I miss being with you, to be your friend. I never meant to hurt you Houjun, and you're such a nice person you forgave me with ease even after all the pain I caused you. How is your heart so pure? I watch you sleep and I wish I could lay down next to you, to be with you. You deserve so much more and there is no way I could ever give it to you....though I think I could make sure you would get all you deserve through someone else. You don't know how much he cares for you Houjun... Chichiri. I think I found a way to stop my pain, and heal your scars...

It's morning now Houjun and I still watch over you and the boy. Boy...Yes he's so young but he is more mature than his hot tempered disposition let's on. I know he feels so much for you, he looks at you with sympathetic, kind eyes. Almost like he has the same idea that I have for you. If he does...that makes my plan all that much easier. It's a shame Houjun, you never took the time to look upon the bandit to see how much he cares for you. I remember the first time I saw the compassion in his eyes, you didn't seem to notice. I was watching you from inside my cave when I captured the miko, I watched you from my water mirrors. He knew you would try and find me so he waited until you came out of your room. He said he would always protect the miko and Tamahome, well Taka really. He would give up his life for them but I wonder...maybe he went with you to protect you, maybe that was his real intentions.

You're waking up now, you and the boy. The sun plays in your hair, giving off an angelic aura around you. You look so peaceful like that until you open your eye and I see it's filled with sorrow. Though I never see it long for you put your mask on almost immediately. Even your friend Tasuki hates it... You're up now, and I know you'd probably sense me somehow so I'll depart but I'll be back soon again to put my plan in motion.

~*~*~*~Tasuki's POV~*~*~*~

That was a nice sleep! Though we were on the fuckin' ground I didn't mind cause Chichiri wrapped his arms around me in the middle of the night. He was mumblin' somethin' in his sleep and then he turned over, still asleep, and hugged me. Or maybe I dreamt that...Anyway if I did dream it was one fuckin' good dream! The monk seems to have somethin' goin' on in his head and he won't tell me anythin', kinda makes me mad cause I wanna help 'em! He's so hard headed. Anyway, we woke up and he said he'll be back in 10 minutes, said somethin' about going to get some water from the lake but I was still asleep when he told me.

I keep gettin' this weird vibes around here. Like somethin' was watchin' us and it's fuckin' freakin' me out! I threw some dirt on the fire to put it out but as I did that I got dirt on my shirt. I gotta dust off my shirt now. Fuck I hate that.

Hey Chichiri's back, he just smiled at me...wait...that was just the mask, well ok he didn't smile at me. He just looked at me and walked to our bags. He filled up our jugs for water and packed up his stuff. I wanted to break the silence but I didn't know what to say to him. Well might as well say somethin'...

"Chiri, where we headin' to today?" I said smiling to him.

"Well today if we don't have to stop too much we could get to the next town and rest there no da." Chichiri said lookin' over ta me.

" Yeah ok, it's uhhh...a nice day huh Chiri?" I laughed nervously.

"Very much so Tasuki no da." He said plainly, damn he was in a bad mood.

"What's wrong Chiri, it's not like ya to just block me out."

"It's nothing Tasuki no da."

I dropped it there, I didn't want ta bug the guy about it. Even I can tell when someone is not in da mood ta talk. I got my stuff all packed up and waited for Chichiri to start leadin' like always. He didn't look to good though, kinda white and pale.

"Ya ok Chiri?" I asked as he walked in front of me to lead the way.

"Yes Tasuki no da."

"No ya ain't you don't look to good."

"I am Tasuki let's just get going no da."

"How about I carry you on my back for a bit ta give ya a break!?" I smiled helpfully.

He pondered my request for a bit and nodded a yes. I took off my bag, passed it to him once he was on my back. He held on to me lightly and leaned his cheek against mine. Obviously he fell asleep on me. I walked about an hour until he woke up.

"How long have you walked with me on your back no da?" He yawned and jumped down from my back.

"'Bout an hour or so Chichiri."

"Ah gomen Tasuki, I didn't mean to fall asleep no da."

"That's fine, you aren't heavy."

"You'll exhaust yourself Tasuki na no da."

"You know, I rather exhaust myself by playin' with some guy." I laughed. Chichiri already knew I was gay so there was no need to hide it...hell most of the time I joked about it.

Come to think of it...Chichiri had a fiancee ne? It's a shame he wasn't gay cause he's pretty good lookin' for a monk. Though I know if he ever was gay he wouldn't find interest in some young wild sex machine like me. He probably wants a slow meaningful relationship with someone...not that I wouldn't either but I rather get drunk and have sex in a bathroom with some hot guy. It would just not work, Chichiri always said I'd find some guy who could love me and keep up with me but I doubt I'll ever find him. Why does that make me think of Chichiri? Chichiri keeps up with me everyday when we travel and he loves my like a brother. Why can't it be more?

We walked for a few more hours. We stopped a few times because it was gettin' pretty hot out. We both were all sweaty and sticky but we kept walkin'. Once we made it to the village it was almost midnight so we figured all the inns were closed. Looks like the fuckin' ground for us again....I just have to sigh, I hate the fuckin' ground...



TBC

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