Disclaimer: Don't own this show or characters, and I don't want to if this is the way it keeps going.
A/N: Just want to give a thanks and shout out to frust-sheep and bonkai addict.
Your awesome reviews made me want to do another one-shot :). Also thanks to those that added my last one to their favs. I wrote this out of frustration of how short that new scene was. Like I waited all damn week for that dream sequence! And that is what we get? I mean they could have made it longer. The fact the rest of the episode was pure filler and nothing substantial (till Kai comes in), it could have been an amazing BonKai scene. Even if it was not romantic, there could have been more interaction and dialogue. Of course stupid Julie Plec and co won't allow that. So f them. I have written what I wanted to happen. Please review and let me know what you think. I love reading Bonkai stories, so praise to all those that write them.:)
Obsessions
"Are you sure you're alright Bonnie?" Elena asked.
"Yes, I'm fine," she felt herself repeat for the hundredth time.
She wondered how long she would continue that lie. The one that assured everyone she was fine, when she was far from it. She felt like a ghost of her former self. Like she was in this world, but far from it. Maybe it was the depression taking over, or the PTSD, she didn't care for labels.
"Get some sleep. I will see you later, to get our dresses ready?" Elena was of course talking about Alaric and Joe's wedding. It was tomorrow, and she felt far from ready to celebrate it with her friends. Everything was a mess. She had not been out of the prison world for long, and had to deal with all the supernatural drama her friends had caused upon her return.
"Sure," she agreed. She wanted Elena to leave, so she could finally have some time to herself.
She had not been able to sleep well since she got back. She headed into the bathroom, and got out the sleeping pills from the cabinet. She was not sure how many she had downed over the last few days. Her conscience and mind would not let her sleep.
She had been so angry with Damon for not only trying to use her, but making her bring back his mother from 1903. His mother who just so happens to be a ripper. A ripper that had killed over three thousand people, maybe more than that. Then she finds out that while she was off in another prison world, Caroline and Stefan had gone on a little killing spree. They were playing with human lives like it was a joke. It's like she had never left mystic falls at all. She thought she would come back, and her friends would welcome her with open arms. Yet as soon as she comes back it's 'Bonnie there is an emergency, you need to babysit Caroline' 'Bonnie you got to help us with this' 'Bonnie we need your blood' she was sick to death of it.
To add the cherry on top of the sucky cake, Damon neglected to tell her that Kai was linked to Joe and his coven. So if Joe and her babies die, it was essentially her fault. He also neglected to mention that Kai had saved her from the prison world. She had felt slightly bad for not hearing Kai out, but she was glad to get even. She had been so consumed by revenge at the time, she had not been thinking straight. She ended up leaving one psycho in the prison world, only to bring back a worse psychopath. Now apparently Stefan and Damon could not handle Lilly, who wanted to cause trouble. She had predicted this. She planned to leave all their asses behind when the wedding was over. She could not take it anymore. The guilt, the pain of risking her life countless times. The sadness over the fact she had no family left and her friends continued to use her. She was done with it all.
She had already packed her bags, and had them waiting in the corner of the room. As soon as the couple proclaimed 'I do' she would be out of there. She was more going for Joe than Alaric. She had heard about how the bastard did not even want to save her, or put any effort into rescuing her. After she had brought him back to life, and saved him more than once. She should have expected it, if she was honest with herself. Her friends often forgot that they were living because of her. Just another day in the life of Bonnie Bennett.
She poured herself a glass of water from the sink, and downed two of the pills. She hoped it was enough to knock her out till the morning. She looked at her reflection in the mirror. It wasn't the best sight. She had styled her hair for the wedding, short brown strands of her fringe were curled. The rest was short and straight. Very shiny from the gallons of hair spray she had used to keep it in place.
She had horrible dark circles under her eyes from lack of sleep. Including tired lines that made her appear slightly older than her years. She smoothed down her navy blue tank top, over her night-shorts. Running her fingers through her styled hair. She was too tired to care about her appearance.
She had only looked down for a second, before she swore she saw a shadow through the cabinet window. She looked into it, and screamed when she saw the image of Kai in the mirror . Standing behind her waving.
"Hey Bon," his reflection echoed. Sending chills down her spine.
She turned around to find nothing there. She clutched her chest tightly, her heart beating so fast she needed to catch her breath. She Leaned against the bathroom wall. Her eyes were wide with shock. Her mind wondering how the hell that had just happened. She knew it must have been because she was tired, and still traumatized by the events that continued to occur ever since she got back.
She rushed out the bathroom, and got into her warm bed. The light blue silk sheets helped keep her shivering body warm.
The pills must have been working, as she managed to drift off into deep slumber.
He sat in a chair on the other side of the room, watching his sleeping beauty. How sweet and innocent she looked when she slept. He knew better. He knew his Bonnie was like the sharp edge of a blade, ready to slice through you if you got on her bad side.
He had got on her bad side, and she had now got on his. Thanks to becoming a deranged vampire and witch hybrid, he was now back to his old self. Almost. He still had Luke nagging him, but even his stupid brother had grown silent now the vampire had taken over his senses.
Now he lusted after blood and death, a perfect combination. He stared at his sweet little Bon Bon, and wondered how sweet her blood would taste. He could hardly contain his excitement at seeing her vulnerable form.
He stroked the stubble on his chin with his fingers, that were still covered in rings. His eyes grew so dark, you could barley see the sky blue they held. He stared at Bonnie with a thirst that was like no other. He could have went out and had countless other victims, but he wanted no one but her.
She had occupied his mind while he had been stuck in yet another prison world. He didn't blame her for wanting revenge, but he was annoyed, and now back to his old self that liked to get even.
He used his new found vampire speed to reach the bed. He traced his fingers along her soft cheek, enjoying the satin softness of her skin. He had many fantasies of the woman before him. They had started as soon as he had met her. He couldn't help it. She had been the first girl he had seen in over twenty years, and the childish part of himself had thought of her as a nice new play-toy.
Now he saw her as many things. She annoyed him, and yet he was still drawn to her. It was her strength and courage that had initially drew him in. It helped that she was cute as hell. A great combination cute young girl, and sexy mature woman.
He looked down at her with a devilish smile playing on his lips. He would have so much fun with his little feisty witch. He wanted to rip her beating heart out, for leaving him there. For making him helpless. Yet, he could not help but love her for it too. She stabbed him, just like he used to stab people. It made him smile at the memory. Then she had tricked him, and left him there. He had to admire any girl that could play him as well as Bonnie did. That was another reason he had liked her. He planned to have some fun with her this night.
Being a vampire had given him the interesting ability to enter dreams. Looking down at Bonnie, he planned to make good use of it.
She felt something cold trickle down her cheek. She wiped it away, groaning at the thought of being woken up. She tried to go back to sleep, but felt the same cold moisture touch her cheek again. Her body also felt cold, like she had been sleeping on ice. She thought that she must have left her window open. She opened her eyes to check, and gasped at the sight before her.
It was snowing. Snow was falling from her ceiling, and her room was covered in it. Thick white mounds of it covering her floor, as snow continued to fall. The snow fell lightly on her exposed skin and hair, covering it in small little ice crystals. She looked around her room, too stunned to speak. Her window was open. The cold breeze blowing the see-through white curtains, giving the room an eerie feel.
All she could hear was the whooshing noise of the wind that blew more cold air into her room. She held her hand out, just like she had done as a child. Letting the snow fall softly onto her palm, before melting and leaving a trail of cold moisture. She remembered it had snowed when her mother left. It was a pleasant distraction from the pain she had faced as a child. She had held out her hand, just like she did now, waiting for her mother to come back. She thought it was like magical fairy dust falling from the sky. It always amazed her how she was more in tune with magic as a child, than she was as an young adult.
"Nice huh? Thought you would like this scenery. It's like being back in that moment, huh Bon? When we were looking for that stupid ascendant. By the way, I saw your packed bag over there. Planning on leaving and not saying good bye? How rude." Came the familiar voice that still haunted her nightmares.
She quickly turned to see non other than Kai Parker, sat in the chair that was sitting on a bed of snow. Wearing a thick black woolly jumper, and long black coat. She forgot how handsome he was. That had never swayed her. She was not her friends, she won't forgive a bad boy because he's hot. His appearance was more striking that it had been before, she noted. He still had his stubble that gave made him appear more mature, than the young shaven boy that tortured her in 1994. His sky blue eyes were darker, and there was more of an aura of menace surrounding him. Before he was annoying, and did not seem as threatening. Now she could sense his power. As he sat, his fingers tracing his finely shaped jaw. He was looking at her like he was expecting something, but she could not tell what.
"How are you here right now?" Was all she managed to say. His presence was unnerving her. The fact that she was sitting in a room full of snow, that he had obviously created, did little to calm her anxious mind.
"Not the question you should be asking Bon. Question is why, not how," he smiled at her. Straight white teeth flashing at her like a shark ready to eat it's prey. She had seen this coming. Him getting his revenge on her, for leaving him in the prison world. Causing him to get bitten and turned into some strange vampire hybrid.
"You seem disappointed Bon, maybe a change in scenery? I am sick of snow." He clapped his hands like an eager child.
The clapping sound echoed through out the room, causing the walls to shake like an earthquake hit them. All of a sudden the snow melted and became water. Now her floor was a huge puddle. She watched as the water waves lapped at his black jeans, just bellow knee level.
Her bed was now surrounded as the water covered her room. It smelt like the sea, as the salty smell perfumed the air around her.
"Always liked the beach when I was younger. I was way more of a California kid, too bad I got stuck in boring old Portland. You look tired Bon, maybe this will wake you up." He clapped again.
The sound sent a gush of air, that made her silk covers flap against it. Before she could question what he was doing, water poured down from the ceiling. Icy cold water drenched her, as she screamed in both panic and pain. She was soaked to the bone, and shivering from the cold. Her head felt like it was covered in icy splinters. Her clothes and hair were now sticking to her wet skin. Her breath came out as steam, and her eyes felt strained as she tried to push her wet hair from her face.
"Awww. I'm sorry Bonnie, that was harsh. I plan to make it up to you," his voice sounded sultry to her ears.
She looked up to find him walking around her room. She was shocked to see that he was walking on the water, instead of through it. Like he had suddenly adopted the power of Jesus, and was now able to walk on water. She could not fathom how this was possible. I must be dreaming! Please wake up bonnie, please wake up.
She mentally slapped herself for taking those sleeping tablets. They were keeping her locked in this nightmare with him.
She was so caught up in her thoughts, she didn't see him come towards her. He had used his vampire speed, so he was there in a second. He sat on the edge of her bed. The look he was giving her made her shiver more than the cold. It was full of desire, but also annoyance. He reached his hand out, and she jumped back on the bed. Her back was now against the wall, and she was willing him to stay far away from her.
"Why so jumpy Bon? I will play nice, I promise." His smile was innocent, but she could see past the facade.
He moved closer to her, tucking a stray piece of wet hair behind her ears. His touch was as cold as the ice water. It caused her body to shiver till she was a trembling wreck. She tried to use her magic, whispering a spell. She felt nothing happen, and began to panic even more. Why isn't my magic working? What is going on?
"Trying to do magic? So cute. I did steal a little when I touched you. Not that I needed to, seeing as I control this dream," his smile was mocking. She wanted to slap that handsome face, but was now vulnerable to any attack.
Before she could curse him, she was flat on her back. Her head hitting the pillow. It felt like a strong current had hit her, knocking her over. She had never imagined Kai being this strong.
"How about I apologize for my rudeness." He had now flashed over to her, and was hovering over her body. His arms trapping her underneath him.
"Get off me, bastard," she hissed like a cat ready to stick it's claws into his flesh.
"So feisty, I love it. You know you occupied my dreams, when I was stuck in that other prison world. The thought of you above me, like I'm above you now, stabbing me. It really turned me on," he grinned.
"You're sick!" She spat at him. She went to scratch his face, but he caught her wrists and held her down against the bed.
"Maybe, but you can't say you didn't enjoy it. I have been dreaming of this moment Bon." He bent his head down to the crook of her neck. The stubble tickled her skin, as he blew cold air against it. He traveled up her neck, to her jaw. He placed a soft lingering kiss against it, causing her to hiss at him.
"You can't say I don't make your dreams more interesting," he rubbed his jaw against her cheek.
She could feel the his powerful energy pulsating around her. He had grown extremely powerful since their time apart. Even though it was causing her head to throb, it felt good. It was the kind of headache you got before a storm. When the air is crackling with strong energy. She missed that kind of power. She did not know any other witch that was more powerful than her, till she met Kai. She would be lying if she said she wasn't attracted to it.
One of his hands had let go of her wrist, and now traveled up her leg. He ran it lazily up her thigh, into the shorts she was wearing. He continued rubbing his hand against the skin there, till it grew hot under his touch. The sensation was warming up her cold shivering body. She no longer felt scared of his touch, but instead wanted him to touch her again.
His hand left her thigh, leaving a lingering burn from his touch. He slipped it under her blue tank top, feeling the skin of her stomach. She felt her stomach jerk at the movement, but continued to crave his warm touch. He gently touched the skin under her breasts, causing her to lift herself up off the bed in pleasure. She hadn't even noticed she was rubbing herself against him like an animal in heat. She didn't know why his power and touch had this effect on her.
"If I knew you would be this receptive to my touch, I would have visited you sooner," he whispered against her ear, sending more tingles down her spine.
He gripped her thigh, digging his fingers into her skin. His mouth went immediately to the sweet spot on her neck, where her pulse beat rapidly. The sound had been driving him crazy. It was like a beating drum, filling the silence of the room. He licked the pulse, tasting the sound on his tongue. He enjoyed her arching up into him. Clearly enjoying his ministrations.
He gently nipped at the skin covering the delicious little spot. Grazing it with his teeth, but careful not to bite. He wanted her to want him to do it.
Bonnie knew she was letting herself go. She had decided that since it was a dream, she could indulge in such pleasures. Here she did not have to pretend that she was not affected by Kai or how good his touch was. She felt her clothes were suffocating her, as her body burnt from his touch and kisses. She easily pulled off her tank top. Her sweaty hot skin was thanking her for it, as she lay before him in bra and shorts. She felt a little self conscious, but that went away when she felt the cool silk of the quilt beneath her. It added to the sensations she was feeling all at once. Hot, then cold, then hot again. Only Kai could make her feel like that.
He was happy to see her beautiful skin in all it's smooth-tanned glory. He wanted to lick every inch. He started with her collarbone, and worked his way to the swell of her breasts. He enjoyed the taste of her skin. It tasted like the salty water, along with the sweet blood his vampire senses could pick up. Just thinking about blood made him hungry. He quickly went back to her neck, thankful she had her eyes closed. Moaning in ecstasy.
He bit into her neck. He was as gentle as he could be, considering he wanted to rip into her flesh and drown in her blood. Instead he tore into it softly with his fangs. She gasped, arching into him further. Wrapping both her legs around his waist, she grabbed his head with her hands. He thought she would push him away, but instead she cradled him as he continued to feed.
The blood dripped down her body, coating her beautiful skin. He wanted to feel her flesh against his. She must have been eager too, as she helped him take off his black coat and shirt. She couldn't believe how toned his body was. It was a wonderful sight, that she wished she had dreamt of him sooner.
He hummed in pleasure at the skin contact. The fresh blood was wet, leaving a trail of crimson against her flawless skin. He followed the trail with his tongue. Enjoying the sweet taste of her blood, mixed with the wet salt from the water. It was the most delicious thing he had ever tasted in his life, and he had tasted most delicacies. He followed the trail down the vally of her breasts, all the way to her abdomen. When he reached the delicate flesh there, he nipped at it with his sharp teeth. Leaving little bite marks against it. It was causing heat to spread through out her body, especially between her legs. She never thought she would want Kai as much as she did in that moment.
"You know, killing used to be my obsession," he whispered into her skin. His hands slowly pulled down the shorts she was wearing.
"I know," she mumbled. Trying to stop herself from screaming out his name in pleasure.
"Now I think I have found a new obsession," he smiled up at her. He pressed heated kisses into her inner thigh, just below her underwear. She felt her body about to spontaneously combust.
"Have you?" She dug her fingers into his soft brown hair. As he continued to kiss and tease her inner thighs .
"Yes, it's you. Whether we are fighting, or like this, I can't shake that feeling. That feeling that I want you, that I'm interested in you. That I have no clue why I'm so fucking interested. I think I have become obsessed," he whispered the words against her core, that was thankfully shielded by her underwear. Otherwise she might have screamed out his name by now, and she wanted to stay in control.
She loved this feeling of freedom. His intention may have been to torture her, but she enjoying this form of torture. In this dream she felt free to let herself go. It was just her and the psycho warlock, whom was becoming her new obsession. No longer did she want revenge, but release. She wanted power and freedom, which he could offer her in spades.
"I like this obsession," she said more to herself than him, but he heard it none the less.
"So do I."
He kissed her core, before chanting something that caused a wave of magic to hit her. The heat coursed through her veins, and settled in her womb. This was a strange new spell she had never heard of before, but was sure Kai had saved it especially for her. She felt herself orgasm, and screamed out as the the release took her over. He bit into her inner thigh as she came, her sweet blood filling his mouth causing his own release.
Whether it was a dream or reality, neither cared.