He promised. Luke promised.
He said he wouldn't let Charlie get hurt. He promised me.
I guess I can't trust him anymore after my Charlie died.
It's all Luke's fault.
But in some ways, it's my fault.
Why did I ever agree to being the spy for Kronos? What was I thinking?
Oh, that's right. I wasn't.
And look where I am now.
Heartbroken because my Charlie's dead. Guilty because I know it's all my fault. I don't care if people keep telling me it's not.
It is. It's all my fault...
Because of my stupidity, Camp Half-Blood's in danger. All the demigods are in danger. Even the Gods are in danger because of Typhon.
And most importantly, because of my stupidity of betraying my friends, Charlie died.
And I let him go. I let him go on his mission with Percy.
Biggest mistake I've ever made.
I shouldn't have let him go. If he didn't go, we'd still be together, fighting for our lives. We'll be in danger, we'll be vulnerable, but we'll be together.
That could've happened. But I had to go and ruin everything.
I had to go and be Kronos's spy.
And now everyone's in serious danger because of that. Because of that single choice I made, everyone's either dying or still in battle, nearly drained of their lives.
Because of me...
Oh Charlie, what have I done?
You probably hate me now. I know you do. You hate me because I turned myself over to Kronos. You probably never want to see me again. You probably want me to die for making the worst mistake of my life. You probably hate me for being so stupid.
Charlie, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I let you die. I'm sorry I let you go. I'm sorry for betraying all of our friends. I'm sorry that everyone's in danger because of me.
Charlie, I'm sorry.
You don't need to forgive me.
But I promise I'll make everything right somehow, even if it means losing my life. I promise eveything will be okay in the end.
I promise.