A/n: hi everyone. I usually do Inuyasha, but wrote this story b/c I'm bored. The story is good though so I hope you like it. If I get no reviews. shrug I won't die. Yes, there will be sex, and bizarre situations, but it'll work out.

Disclaimer: I don't own CLAMP of any of the card captor stuff. I'll say this once b/c I don't like writing it. I also don't own any of the songs.

Summary: Sakura is a singer who targets men. She signs to a new record label, but what happens when they try to take her image away…why is her EX boyfriend the owner! Sigh the things that go on.

Chapter one From the beginning and beyond.

THE PRESENT

"Sakura, wow… you look beautiful." Tomoyo said through the mirror putting the finishing touches on her best friend's hair. The front was string netted that led to at least 400 beautiful auburn twists.

Sakura smiled for a moment but it quickly vanished. This was the day everyone woman dreamed of. There were at least 500 people waiting for her to walk down the aisle, plus it was being recorded nation wide. The Man Slayer was finally settling.

'Or giving up…' She took a long look at herself in the mirror. This was it. She was finally going to be Mrs.Yukito Tsukishiro. And half of America and ALL of Japan will watch her make this decision. Sakura glanced in the mirror to her best friend/ assistant.

"What is it." She demanded. She was never good at the sympathetic role. Tomoyo looked at her best friend skeptically through the mirror.

"You can't be serious. What would your mother say?"

Sakura let a tear fall before pulling it together quickly. "She's dead. There's not much for her to say now days." She wiped an invisible speck of dust off her extravagant wedding gown.

The gown was in fact perfect. Off the shoulders, the medieval gloves connecting at the breasts, the rest was form fitting her perfect body while the very bottom flowed freely, the whole dressed designed in Sakura Blossoms. The veil was locked inside her hair flowing all the way to the ground. It was an amazing creation custom made by the one and only Yumi Katsura.

"Sakura, don't do this. You don't honestly think he loves you-" Tomoyo tried to explain before Sakura cut her off. "Correction. I know he doesn't."

"No! I won't stand here and watch you throw away a part of your soul…" she cried. Sakura smirked. "I have a soul? Didn't realize. According to the men species I don't."

Tomoyo threw the brush down. "Fuck! Sakura. Are you serious! No. We can't do this!" Sakura stood. "Tomoyo, get it together! I'm walking down the aisle and you're my maid of honor. My wedding starts in four minutes. Be the best friend and get your ass out there!"

Tomoyo sighed. There was no going back now. She looked at herself in the mirror, wearing the strapless red satin, hair pulled back into a bun with sakura blossoms pinned in her hair. 'Lord have mercy.' "Fine. I'll see you in second. Take care of you."

Sakura gave her a hug. "Take care of you." When Tomoyo left, Sakura let out a big shaky breath. "Now to convince everyone else."

-------o0o-------

The autumn sky was cool and welcoming of the new season. The sun was on its last hour of moment of light, and the Madison Square Garden was beautifully golden. The audience sat in waiting as the wedding party filed out in the traditional order.

Tomoyo put on a brave front for the guests, but there was no fooling Touya. "You okay brat?" he teased. Tomoyo nearly burst to tears. "She's making a mistake." She said through smiled teeth. She didn't want to panic the guest.

Touya sighed. "But it's her mistake to make. You know that. All we can do is be there to catch her when she falls."

Tomoyo sighed. "I'll be there with a net." Touya smirked. "Won't we all."

They separated at the alter, leaving the next group to show up. Once everyone was in there place, and Yukito was in place, Touya leaned in close. "Hey man, congratulations. This is a very special day." Touya whispered. Yukito smiled brightly. "I agree."

Touya looked straight forward. "You break her heart I'll break your nose…make that your entire facial structure." Yukito was a bit taken back. "What's with all this? We're friends." He whispered a bit harshly.

Touya smiled. "That's why I'm letting you marry her. We're best friends, but she's my kid sister. So with great privilege comes great responsibility. I have faith in you, but I have been proved wrong before."

Yukito nodded. He understood the over protectiveness of the situation. "I'm all over it. Don't worry. I'll make her as happy as she'll allow me to." Touya nodded.

The entire congregation stood, hearing the all American "here comes the bride" tune. Yukito glanced at the handsome man beside Touya, wearing designer glasses. He felt the curious eyes, and gave Yukito a glance. Eriol cracked his knuckles and slammed his fist into his left palm.

Yukito swallowed. "What have I gotten into?"

-----o0o------

Sakura walked down the aisle, taking Fujitaka's arm. He smiled down at his daughter. "I don't even think your mother looked as beautiful as you do now." Sakura smiled a genuine one of a kind. The kind a daughter only gave to her daddy.

" Thank you daddy."

"But of course, she looked a hell of a lot happier." He continued in a much quieter tone. Sakura looked down to the side, glancing at the beautiful ivy. Fujitaka didn't take his eyes off the alter. "Don't mind me sweetie. Personally, I never want you to get married…that means I'll have to let you go."

Sakura looked at him, eyes full of tears. "You'll never have to."

The two walked down the aisle in silence. When they reached the alter, Fujitaka extended his hand to Yukito who smiled. The smile vanished when he was tugged down to Fujitaka's mouth.

Fujitaka put on a smile for the guests while whispering to Yukito. "If you hurt her, I mean if she calls me and says you gave her so much as a headache, as steady as my heartbeats, I'll kill you. Congratulations son."

Fujitaka took a step back, and Yukito stood back up in his place, trying to put on a winning smile, but it faltered every time he saw Sakura's father's smirk. He glanced at Touya, who put on a bright smile, and for a moment, he felt like he'd just signed his death wish.

The preacher gave the signal for everyone to be seated. "The fabulous Sakura Kinomoto, and her chosen one, Yukito Tsukishiro. The United States is blessed to unite this union. Is there anyone who objects to this union of matrimony?"

Everyone looked around for any objections. Tomoyo caught Sakura's threatening glance and she swallowed her courage. The preacher caught the glance and damn near laughed out loud. He'd seen it too many times.

"Very well, then forever hold your peace. We are gathered here today to join Yukito Tsukishiro and Sakura Kinomoto in the sacred bonds of marriage."

"THE HELL WE ARE!" A voice screamed from the back of the garden. A man stood in the in path way flowers across the field.

REWIND----just a little over a 3 years ago.

Sakura sighed. "Tomoyo, I miss him." Tomoyo giggled. "You can't be serious. He cheated on you! He's no good. With Meiling of all people!" Sakura sighed.

She knew her best friend was right. Li Syaoran was an ass and a notorious playboy. 'Why did I even bother THINK I could change him?" "I need a piece of paper."

Tomoyo reached for her notebook and Sakura immediately started to jot down a song. "You're going to make it big Sakura. You do it all! You sing, skate, look sexy…" Tomoyo giggled. Sakura rolled her eyes. "Sometimes it doesn't feel like I'm getting anywhere…and I'm a song writer, not a singer."

"But you're working with Mizuki Kaho. Anyone would KILL for the honor. And she thinks you have something. And you do." Tomoyo encouraged.

"Tomoyo, don't you find it odd I can only find my voice when I'm mad, or in pain?" Sakura asked. Tomoyo thought about it. It was true. Sakura couldn't sing a note when she was happy…it was just weird. "Yea, its one hell of a sacrifice, but look where its gotten you!" she smiled. Sakura shrugged. "I dunno. Most of the time its just built up anger. I don't even think I have any real talent."

"Sakura, as your best friend I won't sit and let someone ELSE sing your songs." Tomoyo huffed. "Come on, we're late for the studio."

Sakura sighed. 'Is this what I really want?'

-----o0o------

Kaho sighed. "Sakura we've been here for hours and we have nothing. What's wrong?"

Sakura shrugged. "I dunno, I can't think. Nothing's coming to me."

Kaho took a seat. "Well, is something on your mind?"

Sakura reluctantly nodded. "He's an asshole. A complete douche bag…and I'm still in love with him."

"Who?" Kaho gently asked. Sakura took a deep breath and let it out. "My ex boyfiend. He's in the navy…the son of a bitch cheated on me. With Meiling, his betrothed of all people."

"Was he in love with her?" she asked.

Sakura scoffed. "Please….I knew he was unfaithful when I was with him, but there was something about him. Now it's all I think about."

"Was he your first?" Kaho asked soothingly.

Sakura looked at her like she was crazy. "God no. Eriol was my first. But that's not the point. I was deeply in love with this boy and he used my heart for toilet tissue."

Kaho smiled. "Hold on to that. That resentment is going to make us gold inna week and platinum in two. Start singing."

Sakura went into the booth. And started singing what she had on paper.

I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong

Kaho smiled. 'I'm going to make millions off of her.'

1 Month later….

Over seas---- Radio: Now for the number one billboard song in six countries! Here's " Hey Ladies"

Eriol laughed. "Shit, what is with this singer!" James smirked. "She needs to get laid. Does she disgrace men in EVERY song?"

The crew members all nodded. A rather pale white kid named Ernie took a seat next to James. "And get this, her stage name is 'SLAYER' of all things. She's a kinky thing."

"Well I'm in love with her!" Marcus sighed. Eriol shook his head in wonder. "All this hatred for one man, spread over an entire world….we should kill the bastard."

"Hell Yeah!" Marcus agreed.

At that moment, the SLAYER's beautiful voice vanished. Immediately, eyes went to the radio, men ready to kill who ever touched the radio. Unfortunately it was their captain. Li stood before his men frowning. "We don't listen to that bitch. She's an ungrateful tyrant. If she were a terrorist, I'd blow the bitch out of the water."

Eriol laughed. "Okay guys, back to work. Two days till we get to Tokyo. Home sweet home." Li rolled his eyes. "Home for who? I'm stuck in Tokyo running around, getting swarmed by all these sorry ass artists."

"Your mother owns that record company right?" Eroil asked. Li nodded. "I plan to buy it off, sell it piece by piece. Lets go."

----o0o----- Hong Kong.

Sakura smiled brightly. "This is it Tomoyo." Tomoyo smiled, finishing the touches on her hair. "It sure is. I've got my camera on stand. I'll be personally recording you."

Sakura sighed. "You and that damn thing. I shouldn't have bought it for you." Tomoyo laughed at her friend's false irritation. Sakura, dressed in all red, her hair cut, and her costume hotter than Miami, she was ready to be unleashed.

Her tour called "The LESSON." Was starting in the place where all her troubles began. 'I hope you're listening, asshole.'

Kaho peeked in the dressing room. "Okay, let's go. The crowd demands you. Kick ass tonight Slayer." Sakura gave Tomoyo a kiss on the cheek and she walked out to a pitch black stage.

Li stood in the VIP room watching the performance. "Mom, she better be worth it. I'm not signing any sorry, half ass singers. This 'SLAYER' girl is garbage."

Ieran sighed. "I promise. She's going to make us rich. Kaho promised nothing but the best. Never mind what she sings about. She sells. Major."

Li looked at the stage light up, and a familiar voice come to power. He looked down hard, squinting. "It can't be…"

Ieran (her name is Yelen, but it's also this one too.)glanced at the stage with a small smile."Yes, its her. She's grown into quite the rebellious young lady."

---on stage---

Sakura beamed at the crowd. "Yo, this song, yo
This song is for all the women out there
That have been lied to by their men
And I know y'all been lied to over and over again
This is for y'all
Yo, maybe you didn't break the way you should have broke, yo
But I break, know what I am saying, this is how it goes y'all, damn"

Li sighed. "Here she goes again, with that bullshit! Its like she has it out for someone. If all she can do is degrade men, then she's not as glamorous as everyone thinks."

Ieran alughed. "True. I found it odd that she only sings about the downfall of men. But its not all lies."

Syaoran couldn't believe his mother was saying this. "Not all wrong!"

Ieran nodded. "As I remember, a young man a couple of years ago, couldn't remember who he wanted to be with so he bedded both women. I guess that gets you cool points in the Navy though."

Li sighed. "Mom, that was a long time ago. Surely she's not that petty."

Ieran smirked. "Heard of the phrase 'nothing like a woman's scorn' ?" Li nodded, tiredly. "Yeah, nothing lasts longer." He turned to the big screen TV and watched the girl who had tried so hard to make an honest man out of him.

'Did I do this to you?'

-----o0o---------------on stage.

Last year, Valentine's day, you would spoil me, say
"Babe, I love you, love you babe I swear"
Held you when you were sick even' (sucked your dick)
The whole time I think to myself, this isn't fair

What is this I see (No)
You don't come home to me (Oh, no)
When you don't come home to me (Man)
Can't deal, can't bear

You keep tellin' me lies
But to your surprise
Look, I found her red coat
And your (bitch) caught out there"

Sakura paused, knowing this was the part of the song everyone loved so dearly. Anyone would assume she loved it too…they were wrong. This was once a painful slow song, but Kaho said it would be better as a hook. And like magic, it worked. But is this what she wanted? To be known as the girl who hated men?

Tomoyo always told her the name didn't matter. It was just business….a business she was growing a little tired of. Sakura broke her trance, knowing some very important people were here to sign her on to the best label in the business. Dragon Sound Inc.

"Yall know how the song goes!" She shouted to the top of her lungs. "I hate you so much right now

I hate you so much right now
I hate you so much right now
Ahh..."

---o0o----

Li looked on with patience. "She's going down." He muttered.

Ieran looked at him curiously. "What was that darling?" Syaoran shook his head. "Nothing. Lets get the papers together."

A/n: Okay, chapter one. Hope ppl read this, but you don't have to. The songs I used today were "I hate you so much right now!" by Kelis, and "The right kind of wrong" by Leanne Rimes. Lol Peace eazy