When you asked for a description of my life all I could think was cold. Just cold. It wasn't even warm. I didn't have any friends, worked in a dead end job, no girlfriend. Yep just cold. The only person I felt safe talking to, that I could trust, was a person I had never even met face to face. I'd exchanged thousands of emails with you,
millions of text. Though still I'd never met you. So when you asked for a description of my life, the only way I can describe it as is cold and empty.

I was tempted to make up some lie about my life. How awesome my friends were, how cool my job is and how hot my girlfriend it. But I knew that you'd see through that. Every lie I sent you, you'd seen through. So no. I didn't send that. Instead I told you it was 'okay'. Then without hesitation, I moved right along. I asked you how your life was. It only took me a few days to get your response and when I read it, I was overwhlemed with this sense of purpose. I wanted to do something to make all the demons in your life disappear. Though when I told you this in years to come, I just got a laugh and a sweet kiss to the lips.

Five months. Thats all the time it took for us to get to know each other and trust one another enough to met in real life. So when the time came, we chose somewhere public, just incase the other turned out to be a serial killer. As cheesy as it might sound, and you'll laugh at me for later, I knew that I loved you when I met you. Everything was perfect. We just seemed to click. In 'internet life' someone can be anyone they chose. But you'd never once lied to me and I'd tried to make myself seem cooler to you. I wish I could go back and just be who I am from the very start.

If you asked me again, three years down the track, how would I describe my life. I would say it was hot. I now have amazing friends, an awesome job and you. My incredible sexy boyfriend, Sasuke. So if you were to ask again all I could say is hot.