I walk down the steps and I see every one looking at me I feel really weird but I feel wild at the same time I am so happy that I can compare to Edward and he's not thirsting for my blood even now we can have do it and he doesn't have to be worried about crushing me. I'm so happy. Edward looks at me and says
"are you ready to hunt my love" .I run out the door and into the woods in a mere 3 seconds and I can hear him say I guess that means so ready I stop at the edge of the woods for Edward he get near me and I feel all bubbly inside. Bella don't lose yourself I know you want to hunt and I respect that but don't lose yourself in this! He tells me to follow his lead and were off through the forest I can keep up with him now im running right behind him and bam he turns fast and I look forward to see why and I see a little deer there looking so tasty and good he starts running and we catch up and get him yeah my first deer. I Edward tells me im first and I dig into the deer and the thirst is slowly fading away but then I feel more the thirst for a human and I have to try and tell myself no but its hard and Edward then sees it he stops me and starts going on a lecture streak and I cant help but wonder what a human would taste like.