A/N: My actual first inspiration in a very long time. Hopefully Everyone can enjoy it.
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He left me, I was so lost and torn into what I was suppost to do. I had planned my life with Edward, Up to the immortallity, now he leaves me..A Human, and alone. I should hate him, but i don't. I don't even cry, I walked back into my home. Thank goodness Charlie had a late night at the station. I went to my room, and naturally, my gifts from the insane birthday where gone. Should have known,
"It'll be as if I didn't exist..."
Didn't exist. I snorted. He was my heart, My other half, and he was gone now. I wanted to hate everything about him, and our relationship, But i couldn't. I couldn't hate what I loved so dearly for so long. I was going to change, because he wasn't going to come back..Not ever.
~4 years later.~
"Mike! Don't do that!" My friend, Jessica Stanley squealed. I was sitting at our usual table. Jessica and Mike where Planning their graduation party, and I was hoping I could ecaspe into my own world. I wasn't exactly the happy type anymore, I turned abit bad. Big deal. I was old enough. I was dating my best friend, Jacob Black. And He was a werewolf. Go figure one monster for another. No one mentioned The Cullens to me. It was better. My cell phone was going off in my pocket, as all eyes laid on me. "Boyfriend." I smiled sheepishly at the caller ID. "He's a worried wart." Mike yelled as I answered with a quick Hello.
"Hi Jake! How are you?"
"Hey Bells, I'm okay,Listen...I'm not gonna be able to come down tonight." He was trailing off at his sentence, in the background I heard Sam say He needed to hurry.
"Oh, Okay, Another Mission?" I was smiling at our form of talk.
"Yeah. Hey, Love you, Be good." Then he hung up.
"So what's going on?" Mike was suddenly next to me. "Nothing Nothing. He is to busy to come over, So I'mma work on my chores." I was half-heartly smiling. "Oh! Well We were just talking about dinner and a movie, Would you like to go?" He was still a pain in my side. "No, Mike. I'm going to catch up on my housework, and homework." Jacob told me if he keeps trying, beat him up..Right.
I was sitting in my last class of the day, Chemistry. So hard to do. I had it with Angela, and we were watching a movie. My phone was viberating in my pocket, and i couldn't answer. Hopefully it wasn't important. The bell had 15 mintues to go, and i just checked to see...It was Jessica. I could ignore it. I finished watching the class movie, when Mr. Banner passed out a sheet of paper. "One last Field Trip before Graduation. This one if to New York City." My eyes blinked..New York...Must be the senior trip. I didn't pay attention to most school activities. The bell rang as i gathered my books. Angela came up next to me, "Going?" I smiled, "Maybe, I have to ask Charlie, and if so, We can roomies." Angela was my favorite. She nodded and took off after her boyfriend, Ben, "Call me with the news Bella!" And she was gone.
I got into my Car, Yes, My truck expired on me during my Junior year, so Charlie and Renee insisted I get myself a new car. And finally checked my phone. Jessica had sent a text asking about new york. I rolled my eyes as i started my car, throwing it in reverse an headed towards home. Charlies Cruiser was in the drive way. He's home early.
"Dad?" I called as I opened the door. "Bells, Come to the kitchen please." He was serious. My mind was racing, did i do something wrong? "Yeah Dad, What's up?" I asked, trying to keep my voice normal. "Bells, I just got a call from Angela's dad." I blinked, Had Angela said something about my secert rendovous with Jacob last weekend? "Yeah?" I was shaking abit. "He says Angela's going to New York on this Senior Trip, and wanted you to go aswell." I sighed with relief, about the senior trip. Geesh. "Yeah, I was gonna ask when the time was right..I can afford it and the shopping." Charlie looked at me hard, "I say Yes, BUT, You have to call once a night to let me know how you are." I smiled, and nodded. "Got Ya Dad."
~Senior Trip~
We were on our way to New York, The main stop, and we'd been there 1 week. Angela was bouncing about all the shopping she wanted to do, and all the sight seeing she wanted to do. "Ang, Calm down. We're going to be here a week." I was tired, and abit crabby. Eventually, I drowned her out, and slept. When I awoke, We were in New York City, and everyone had their faces pressed to the bus glass. I slightly peered over some heads, but with no luck, i sat back and took out my phone. Woah, 8 missed called 6 from Charlie and Two from Jake. I figured, jacob would be easy as i dialed his home phone.
"Hello, Black Residence."
"Hi Billy! Is Jake in?"
"Oh Bella! He's out on an, erm, mission with the others. He won't be back for a couple weeks. I'll let him know you called tho." Billy was sweet.
"Alright, Thanks Billy."
"Have fun on your trip."
I closed the phone sighing. Whatever his mission was, It was going to be a long one. I decided to call Charlie. I slowly, and dreadfully, dialed my home number as the phone rang a half a ring, when Charlie yanked it off the reciver.
"Bella?!"
"Hi Dad, Before you freak, I feel asleep."
I heard a sigh of relief, "Are you there yet?"
"Yeah, Just now pulling up to the Hotel, So i got to go and get my luggage, I'll call tomorrow Night."
"Be careful Bella."
"Bye Dad."
I hung up quickly, Angela was giving me a 'Dad freaking out?' look. I simply nodded, and she smiled, helping me stand. "Lets go get our luggage, and get ready, We're allowed to explore on our own tonight. " I smiled, Oh boy, What was I getting myself into.