Thoughts of Kindness
Do I dare to love you,
after all the things I've done?
Would you love me in return?
What do you truly think of me?
In your beautiful eyes what am I,
an evil monster?
A heartless beast?
I couldn't blame you…
for thoughts like those.
Sometimes I just sit and wonder,
could you ever forgive me for my sins?
Accept me now?
I've been reborn.
I struggle everyday,
to become that better person.
To live in kindness…
not in hate.
What do you see when you look at me?
I look at you and see an angel,
a stunning goddess
so pure and true.
Oh how I suffer.
Suffer from the desire,
the want
to be…
To be with you.
Thoughts of Love
I see you,
standing there.
You look so lost…
And so alone.
Oh how I long to run to you,
to comfort you,
and soothe your fears.
I know you always blame yourself,
for everything that has gone wrong.
But your shoulders do not need
to bear the weight of all the world.
Everyone of us makes mistakes,
when will you forgive
yourself for yours?
I know you do not feel
as if you deserve to be forgiven…
But you must learn,
to be human is to make mistakes,
and yours was not so terrible.
As you might think…
In the road of life you took a wrong turn,
but return to the track and start again.
I want to tell you.
Desire nothing more than to let you know,
how I dream each night of nothing…
Nothing but you.