A/N Hia! I haven't written in quite a while! But I'm back! And I'm not a fan of 5 Seconds Of Summer or One Direction, I'm more of a person that likes The Cab and We The Kings. But when one of my Instagram friends ( Phantrash_ follow her and tell her that her Dutch friend send you C;) send me some songs and Heartbreak Girl by 5SOS I still loved it and it inspired me for a story! So here you go, the story If Only You Knew I Loved You by Ihave4inmind!
Four's POV:
"Thanks for being a friend." Tris tells me sniffling. "No problem." I say with a sad smile.
Here's the deal. Me and Tris have been best friends since kindergarten. I love her and she loves me. like a sister loves a brother. There's the problem. I don't love Tris like a sister. I love her as more then friends. Only my other best friend Zeke and his little bro Uriah know that I love her. But she doesn't know that. I have known I loved her since three years ago. She was dating this douche called Peter. I knew something wasn't right with him. I warned Tris but she didn't want to listen to me. until she stood on my doorstep one night telling me Peter had tried to rape her. She still has nightmares about that. That's when I knew I wanted her to be mine.
"you don't know how happy I am to have you as a friend, Toby." She tells me. "See you tomorrow at school?" she asks me. "Yeah." I answer. "see you then! Bye, Toby. I love you." She says and gone is Tris. "I am in love with you." I say to the empty line. I sigh. If only she would add the word "in".
I strip out of my clothes and lay in bed. At least we are friends. That's more than some people can say. I check my phone for a minute and then put it in the charger. That night I dream of Tris.
-THE NEXT MORNING-
I wake up with my alarm clock playing I See Fire by Ed Sheeran. I sing along when I'm changing.
And if the night is burning
I will cover my eyes.
For if the dark returns then my brothers will die.
And as the sky is falling down,
Crashed into this lonely town.
And with that shadow upon the ground.
I hear my people screaming out.
When the song is over I am done with changing. I am wearing a normal black shirt and black skinny jeans and underneath that I am wearing my black Nike Rush Runs (BAE3). I walk downstairs to eat some Lucky Charms until I notice the time. It's 8.15 and I have to be at school in 15 minutes! I quickly grab an apple and jump in my old 4x4 and race to school.
When I arrive at school I see my friends standing at the door. I walk up to them and give the guys a bro hug and the girls a normal hug. When I give Tris a hug I whisper in her ear that it's all going to be alright. "Thanks." She tells me and we all walk into the school.
When we are rushing to get to our class me and Zeke are falling behind. "Did she call you again last night?" he asks me. I nod my head. "is it just me, or is it a broken record?" I shake my head. "you are not the only one." I say. We quickly run into calculus. It's a lost case, we're already 10 minutes late. "look who decided to join us! Mr. Eaton and Mr. Pedrad." Mr. Matthews says. "I'm already here Mr. Matthews.:" Uriah says. The teacher sights. "one more time gentleman and then you'll get detention." I sigh and go sit down and tune out for the rest of the lesson.
-TIME SKIP TO LUNCH-
When I walk in the lunch room I am greeted by Tris. "Hey Four." She tells me and goes to get some food. "Why where you and Zeke late in calculus. You guys were right behind us!" she says and grabs a hamburger. "oh. Just some catching up you know?" I lie to her.
I walk to our table and sit on my usual spot. Tris sits next to me and talks to Christina about boys. So I just zone out and eat my lunch. After a while I feel a tap on my shoulder from Tris. "What song are you singing for music class?" she asks me. for music we had an assignment to prepare a song to perform for the class. To be honest I didn't really thought about it until now. "All Of The Stars by Ed Sheeran." I tell her. "and you?". She gives me a mischievous smile. "you'll see." And she goes back to her boy talk with Christina.
I walk of the lunch room after I have thrown my stuff away and walk into the empty music classroom and sit down.
-SKIP TO START OF MUSIC-
"Hello everyone! I hope you had a good weekend and made the assignment I gave to you last week." Tori says and looks at us. "Who wants to go first?" she asks. No one raises their hand so I slowly raise my hand. "Four? You go first then!" Tori tells me and steps aside. I tell the music dude the song I'm going to sign and go stand in the middle of the stage. The music starts
It's just another night.
And I'm staring at the moon.
I saw a shooting star, and thought of you.
I sang a lullaby, by the water side I knew.
If you were here, I'd sing to you.
You're on the other side.
As the skyline splits in two.
I'm miles away from seeing you.
But I can see the stars.
From America.
I wonder do you see them too?
So open your eyes, and see.
The way our horizons meet.
and all of the lights will lead.
Into the night me.
And I know these scars will bleed.
But both of our hearts believe.
All of these stars will guide us home.
I can hear your heart on the radio,
It beats.
There playing Chasing Cars,
And I thought of us.
Back to the time you were lying next to me.
I looked across and fell in love.
So I took your hand
Back through lamp lit streets I knew.
Everything led back to you.
So can you see the stars over Amsterdam?
You're the song my heart is beating to.
So open your eyes, and see.
The way our horizons meet.
and all of the lights will lead.
Into the night me.
And I know these scars will bleed.
But both of our hearts believe.
All of these stars will guide us home.
And, oh, I know
And, oh.
I can see the stars, from America.
When the music stops everyone claps very loud. I walk back to my seat and sit down. I zone out with the rest of the songs until I hear Tris' beautiful voice.
Everybody needs inspiration.
Everybody needs a song.
A beautiful medley.
When the night's so long.
Cause there's no guarantee.
That this life is easy.
Yeah, when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark.
That's when I,I,I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore.
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I,I,I look at you.
When I look at you, I see forgiveness.
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am.
Like the stars hold the moon.
Right there where they belong.
Cause I know I'm not alone.
Yeah, when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark.
That's when I,I,I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I,I,I look at you.
You appear just like a dream to me.
Just like koleidoscope colors
That cover me.
All I need every breath that I breath.
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah,yeah
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I,I,I look at you.
I look at you.
yeah
You appear just like a dream to me.
When she is done I'm left in complete awe. She's amazing! Tris was the last one so we all grab our stuff. "Well done everyone and don't forget to leave the people you think should do a duet in the vote box!" Tori tells us. When it's my turn I vote for Shauna and Zeke.
When I'm walking in the hall I bump into Tris. "Hey, Toby. I just wanted to say that you did amazing!" she tells me and hugs me. "No Tris, you did amazing!" I tell her. "Wanna hang at DD with me and the crew?" she asks. DD stands for Dauntless Diner and they serve the best cake EVER! Tris knows that I love that cake. "HELL YES I WILL." I say and grab her hand and jump in my car.
This is going to be fun!
A/N SO WHAT DID YOU THINK?! While writing this my laptop fell out one time and word still got it, but the second time it didn't so I had to write it all again! But its worth it for you guys! And I will mention the person who gets both the lyrics from heartbreak girl in the story! So good luck searching!
Don't be calm and be weird and fangirl/boyish and HHJVHJVHJFJK:B G
x-Nina