Disclaimer:
Ken
: Dragon Lady does not own digimon.Dragon Lady
: Thank you for saying that for me.Ken
: She writes digimon fan fiction only for her own personal amusement and pleasure.Dragon Lady
: *nods head* exactly.Ken
: So don't sue her because you wouldn't get much anyway.Dragon Lady
: Aren't muses just so kiwaii!!! *hugs Ken-chan*Ken
: *gasping* Please…let…go. Getting…difficult…to…breathe…Dragon Lady
: *blushes* Ooops, sorry about that, I tend to get a little carried away sometimes…Ken
: *rolls eyes* That's for sure!Dragon Lady
: *smile* Anyway…on with the fic! Sorry, I know I told you that I only did Kenyako, but I just had to do this one little fic that kept playing in my head over and over again. Warning: Yaoi alert! Kensuke!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
For Love of Evil
By: Digimon Dragon Lady
"Why my Daisuke…why do you continue to resist me?" The Kaizer purred in a menacingly sweet voice. His mouth was only millimeters away from Daisuke's ear and their bodies were pressed together closely. Daisuke shuddered and attempted to shift away from him, but the Kaizer only made an irritated noise and pulled him back.
"Don't you know that you'll never win? Its futile…to fight me." Daisuke could feel Ken's warm breath against his neck, Ken smirked. "Its extremely rude of you not to answer my questions Daisuke my pet," he scolded the boy playfully, forcing Daisuke's head up with his hand so that they were eye to eye. Daisuke looked up into the indigo orbs belonging to the Kaizer shakily, but with a great deal of courage and determination.
"I am not yours to command…or control." He managed to grind out these words from between his tightly clenched teeth. He would not allow himself to weaken. Ken's body being so close to his own made him very nervous and extremely uncomfortable. Just what was the other boy thinking?
Ken's eyes narrowed dangerously behind his dark glasses and he threw Daisuke to the ground in sudden anger, tired of the game the boy was playing with him. Daisuke tried not to cry out as the pain of the fall unto the hard stone floor of the prison jarred his already bruised and sore body. Ken looked at him with something of an angry curiosity and Daisuke looked back at him calmly, then he was strangely thoughtful. "No you aren't…are you?" he admitted and considering something gave a cold smile. "Not yet anyway…"
He appeared to look at Daisuke and actually truly see him for the first time. "Oh but rest assured Dai-chan, I will find a way to make you mine."
Daisuke flinched as if he had been burned by a hot coal and broke his gaze, looking away from the haunting stare of the Kaizer and tugging desperately at the chains that bound him to the prison wall. "Oh don't fret my Daisuke," Ken whispered kneeling next to him. Daisuke attempted to repress a small whimper, but much to his dismay the sound made it past his dry, chapped lips regardless.
Ken pressed his moist lips to the side of Daisuke's neck sending shivers of fear and delight down the boy's spine. Daisuke froze as if paralyzed and Ken's kisses continued, growing somewhat harsher, more violent, and perhaps…more desperate. Daisuke understood that he should not move at that particular moment, the Kaizer was well known for having a quick temper and as long as Daisuke did nothing to anger him he was safe.
One of Ken's arms wrapped around his waist prevented any escape from the overwhelming feelings that he was receiving. Daisuke had known for a long time that the impenetrable Digimon Kaizer was attracted to him, he had never bothered to conceal from Daisuke his feelings for him. Ken had always let him know, with the small movements of his body, the amused smiles directed at him. Daisuke had never shared this knowledge with anyone else, with the other destined children.
He understood that the prison he was in was punishment to convey to him, not that Ken was upset with his constant interference in his conquest of the Digital World, but that he was frustrated that Daisuke had not once, not ever returned his feelings.
Daisuke thought briefly of Hikari. She could never have made him feel the way that Ken did…He steeled himself against those thoughts. He couldn't start to think that way…not about the enemy…and Ken's present behavior hurt Daisuke badly. 'I loved him once…I think…I think maybe I still do, but…'
Daisuke frowned to himself, not that Ken would have noticed. 'It just seems so wrong to me, not my love for him…that…that could never be wrong; but it seems like all he wants from me is lust. And I just don't think I could live with it, knowing that his feelings for me weren't true.'
Ken ceased in his momentary pursuit of the other boy and simply sat next to him, panting and slightly out of breath. He took one of Daisuke's wrists in his hands and Daisuke looked downward at his arm as Ken stroked it gently. Ken looked pityingly at the heavy, iron manacle that bound Daisuke, and Daisuke looked away from him.
"Oh Dai, how can you stand to suffer this way?" he asked coaxingly and continued even when Daisuke remained silent. "Look at how you strain yourself, my sweet, innocent dove. You struggle valiantly, but vainly and beat your delicate wings against the bars of your cage, but can't you see what the effort has done to you?"
Daisuke allowed Ken's words to sink into his brain and he registered and cataloged his physical state as Ken must be seeing it. The chains he wore left an enormous weight on his body and his wrists had become chaffed, wet with his sweat and smeared red with his blood. The rest of his body was bruised and broken, as well as stiff from lying on the hard prison floor. His cinnamon brown hair was messy and unkempt and he knew that dark circles must ring his eyes no doubt blood shot eyes from lack of sleep. Still he said nothing and Ken went on.
"I long to make you more comfortable," he stated, very suggestively. "If only you wouldn't reject me so." He sighed as if in long suffering and Daisuke fought the urge to laugh. "But I can wait for you to come around Daisuke…forever if I must. I am a patient person when I want to be."
Once again Daisuke was tempted to laugh, Ken…patient? When pigs fly, he decided. He'd be singing a different tune in a few days when still Daisuke resisted his advances…
But then Daisuke realized just how very wrong he was. How it was actually himself that would be singing that different melody. He just couldn't bare to have Ken so close to his person. To feel his touch, but not allow himself the pleasure of touching him back.
He fell, collapsed weakly against Ken and all of his defenses, so carefully built, came crashing down around him. All the barriers that he had constructed, the shields that he had gradually acquired to mask his true feelings broke down, releasing a flood of raw, painful emotion unto the shores of which was Daisuke's heart.
Daisuke sobbed, wept bitter tears unrestrainedly into the Kaizer's shoulder. He felt Ken stiffen beneath him in shock and surprise. But then he relaxed and put his arms around Daisuke when he realized that it was simply the last of the boy's resolve wearing away. "Ssshhh, its all right, don't cry Dai." Ken soothed, and he no longer sounded like the harsh Digimon Kaizer, but the gentle, kind genius boy Ken Ichijouji.
Ken ran a hand through Daisuke's hair and Daisuke melted against him. Ken cautiously removed one arm from around Daisuke and sipped his hand into his pocket. He pulled out of it a small key which he used to unlock the chains, releasing Daisuke from his torment. Daisuke silently dried his tears and as Ken picked him put lightly off the ground he relaxed and leaned his head against the boy's chest.
The Kaizer moved with a cat like grace down a long series of twisting, winding hallways into a dimly lighted bedroom where he deposited Daisuke softly on a bed. Daisuke was trembling slightly, but Ken didn't seem to notice. They lay there for a moment or two with out moving, each thinking their own private thoughts until Ken reached out and pulled Daisuke towards him. Daisuke tensed, but understood that the situation was now completely out of his control…if it ever had been in his control.
Ken kissed him full on the lips, they broke apart for an instant and Daisuke blinked in confusion, and then another kiss. This one lasted much longer and was much more passionate, Daisuke found himself actively kissing back. He allowed himself to let go of the last of his doubts, what did it matter as long as he had Ken? He clung desperately to the Kaizer and moaned in pleasure as he allowed the sweetness of his touch to build in his body. Once again they broke the kiss, their connection to each other.
Daisuke knew that he had now placed himself completely at Ken's mercy. The Kaizer was older and admittedly stronger than himself and he would be easily over powered by him. What happened next would be up to Ken, not that Daisuke wouldn't enjoy every minute of it. But still. 'Is this how it goes?' he wondered sadly. 'Do I just allow myself to be used this way?'
Ken was in ecstasy, a beautiful euphoria, it was pure bliss. To be given new access to the one thing…the only thing that he had ever been denied was overwhelming. But still…
"Oh God I love you Ken-chan," Daisuke whispered and Ken raised himself above the other boy on his arm. He looked Daisuke in the eye, reveling in the silkiness of his gaze, the pull of those chocolaty brown spheres.
"Do you really Dai? Are you sure?" he asked quietly. He reached out with his free hand and stroked the other boy's face. Daisuke shut his eyes, sighing in contentment. Ken smiled weakly to himself. "I love you more than words can describe, I always have. You don't know how much it hurt me…knowing that we were enemies. You've made me so happy just now, with just those few words I feel as if whole new worlds have opened up for me."
Daisuke opened his eyes in surprise of hearing his confession returned and with such honesty. He smiled and laughed softly at the last statement and Ken rolled his eyes. "All right granted, the Digital World has already opened for me, but you know what I'm saying right?"
Daisuke nodded wordlessly. "Just being with you makes me feel complete. But I…I don't…I don't want to take advantage of you, even if you're only slightly confused."
Ken told him, and Daisuke was completely stunned, rendered speechless by Ken's unprecedented show of emotion. 'He really does love me?' He nuzzled Ken's hand affectionately and Ken smiled.
"I will not take advantage of you," he repeated. "Just go to sleep Dai-chan, I know you must be tired. And don't fear, because I will always protect you."
Daisuke sighed happily as he allowed himself to drift off into a peaceful sleep, wrapped tightly in Ken's arms. He snuggled closer. "I do love you Ken," he murmured into the other boy's shirt. "Thank you…"
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Dragon Lady
: So…um…what did you think?Ken
: Well, I thought it was decent for a first try.Dragon Lady
: Awww, thanks Ken-chan, that's so sweet of you to say.Ken
: Right…Dragon Lady
: I don't know though, Kensuke? I think you're cute with any character Ken-chan, but I'm just not sure if I write it very well…Ken
: I thought I told you it was okay!Dragon Lady
: What about all the Kenyako fans I've just offended?Ken
: What about them? If they respect your writing they won't stop reading your other things just 'cause you wrote one Kensuke.Dragon Lady
: Yes but…Ken
: *sigh* She's not going to be happy until she gets some of you people to review her work, so if you're reading let her know…