WARNING: this story has a lot of graphic scene (lemons, non-con./rape, con.) as well as bad language. This is probably almost rated MA. If it should be removed, I'll post a link on my profile where you can read it.

OTHER WARNINGS: Yaoi, Self-Harm, Bondage, Illegal Acts, etc.

I do not own Naruto nor do I make any money off of this.

"talking"

'thinking'

flashback

Chapter 1:

Naruto laid down in front of his TV. He was on his side on his bed. On the TV was some porn he bought from a used video store. But the porn he was watching was not the normal type involving women with big boobs. No, he was watching gay porn, with men. When it started getting good, Naruto had to start stroking himself. However, satisfying the front was not enough. He grabbed a small egg-shaped item from his bedside draw and a small tube. He spread the liquid from the tube onto the item, which was a vibrator. Placing the vibrator at his entrance, he applied a little pressure. It went it slowly and painfully. Once it was in, Naruto was breathing hard. His hand returned to his even harder member. With the pleasure from the back and the front, Naruto was close. He looked back at the TV and saw that the Uke in the porn was coming. Naruto came just after the Uke. He grabbed a towel to clean his hand just as the Seme came inside the Uke. Naruto dropped the towel and grabbed his remote. He rewound the DVD a few seconds back and paused it on the face of the Seme. "Sasuke."

Naruto was shocked. Sasuke Uchiha was the most popular boy at Naruto's high school. He was the rich son of Fugaku and Mikoto Uchiha and younger brother of the famous President of Uchiha Corp. Not only was Sasuke smart, but he was all good-looking, or hot. He even had his own Fan Club. Sasuke had black hair tinted blue, that stuck up in the back. His skin was pale, but not a sickly pale. He was tall for a seventeen year old, at 6'1". Sasuke was known for wearing dark colors and tight clothing that showed off his muscular body. He only had one flaw; he tended to be a stuck up boy who lacks emotions.

Naruto knew he was Sasuke's opposite. He was not popular, far from it. He was one of those kids usually called an outcast. And no, he was not rich; he was on the poor side. His grades at school were average. He had blond hair so bright, it was basically yellow. His skin was tanned, and not from the sun. He was shorter than most boys his age, at only 5'6. Orange was the color he wore, and his body was slim and toned, but not muscular. Girls found him annoying. It may have to do with the fact that he smiled a lot. But Naruto had a big secret. He was gay. Not only was he gay, but he was in love Sasuke.

Seeing Sasuke in the porn he had just jerked off to caused Naruto to blush. He looked over the naked body of Sasuke that he could see. Thoughts of Sasuke doing what he did to the Uke on the screen to him flashed through his head. He got hard again. Naruto quickly stood up and ran into his shower, letting cold water fall over his hot skin.

Naruto's feelings towards Sasuke had started back when they were in middle school (junior high). Before this, Naruto saw Sasuke as a rival. He wanted to be better than Sasuke, but the raven seemed to be better at everything. Naruto was walking home from school when he saw a cat stuck in a tree. He climbed the tree to get the cat down, but the cat was afraid of the blond. Naruto managed to pull the cat to his chest, but he slipped from the branch. His instincts told him to land on his butt to protect the cat. But to Naruto's luck, Sasuke was walking under that same tree. The raven caught Naruto.

"Th-thanks," Naruto muttered as he got to his feet.

"Hn," Sasuke grunted. He saw the cat in Naruto's hands. "You climbed a tree to save a cat?"

"Yeah," Naruto said. "He couldn't get down. So I tried to help him. But I fell. Sorry about that, by the way. You ok?" Sasuke nodded. "Good." He placed the cat on the ground and watched it run off. He turned to Sasuke and bowed. "Thanks for the help." Naruto looked up and gasped. Sasuke was smiling.

It was that smile that Naruto had fallen in love with.

He watched the raven from afar and noticed small thing about Sasuke that he was sure others didn't. Sasuke would frown whenever he was annoyed, which was often. He'd smirk instead of smiled around his friends. Sadly, Naruto never saw Sasuke smile after that one time. Sasuke was left-handed, though he tended to use his right hand more when playing sports. Sports was the one things that Sasuke and Naruto were almost equals at, though Naruto always felt left out since he was always picked last for a team. Sasuke would raise an eyebrow whenever he was either confused or when he questioned someone's sanity or opinion. Sasuke always finished his assignments as fast as possible while Naruto procrastinated. It was normal for Sasuke to drive to and from school. He woke up at the same time everyday, even on the weekends. All of this knowledge made Naruto feel as if he was a stalker.

When Sasuke and Naruto got into high school, things changed. Sasuke was more of a playboy. Rumors said that he had basically slept with every girl in the school, even some teachers. It was also said that Sasuke was bi. When Naruto heard that Sasuke was bi, his heart lifted at the thought that he might actually have a chance, but this was tossed aside when he found out something that only caused his heart to hurt. Sasuke had a fiance.

After getting dressed, Naruto grabbed a coke and sat on his bed. He looked at his TV and saw that the DVD was still paused. He got up and put the DVD back in its case. That was when he got an idea. He opened his closet and looked through it until he found what he wanted, a camera. He grinned. Naruto was about to get something he wanted, even if he had to threaten his crush to get it.