I was sitting in his lap doing homework. It was getting hard to pay attention when ever I got something wrong he would instantly correct me. I felt the same smirk panted on his face when he did too. It was getting annoying. I turned my body a bit to face him.
"That's it I'm waiting to do this until you go hunting," I said touching the tip of his nose as I said you. He backed up a bit.
"Fine, I'll stop you still have to get in a good college," he said with a sigh. He was enjoying the little 'human' things that annoyed me.
"Well you know …" I started trying to sound as sweet as I can." If you changed me I wouldn't have to worry about going to college or turning this assignment in for that matter " the slight smile he was wearing quickly faded and he stiffened.
"No Bella. Not now." He almost moaned
"If not now, when?" I asked. He didn't answer, just looked away.
"I know you won't hurt me…. I trust you."I said so sure that would convince him. He kept his eyes on the wall or on my sheets but not to me.
"Bella… I know u trust me; I just don't know if I can … you simply can't understand what your blood… what is does to me." I couldn't read his face so I continued.
"But Edward…." I started but he put his finger to my lips and shut me up. I knew this face now and it was filled with pain so I let him.
"Bella, just go to sleep," he said as he laid me down and took my books off the bed in one swift movement. He stood over my bed and just stared at me now.
"You're going to stay, right?" I know he has to leave. He is going hunting with Carlisle and Emmett.
"No. Bella I have to go hunting remember, but I'll be back in time to pick you up tomorrow for class" he said, I felt his cold lips kiss the top of my head and then he was gone.
I laid down and tried to sleep but the rain was pounding on my window harder than I would have liked and my mind kept coming back to what Edward said about my blood… did it really have that much control over him? I was his heroine right? He loved me and that meant my blood too? What if he loves my blood more than me? Will he want around after my blood is all gone? Is it what brings him to me? How could it not be? I wasn't beautiful like Rosaline. I had to know but how I could ask him I know that if I was wrong he would be terribly hurt if he knew I thought he didn't love me. For now ill keep it a secret.
When I fell asleep I had a night mare. Everything was black but Edward was there turned away from me. I stepped in front of him but it was like he couldn't see me. He was sniffing the air and I got it. He just couldn't smell me, well he couldn't smell my blood I was a vampire with no blood left to temp him to make him want to proceed no blocks in his path and he still stood a ways back. Why?
I was pondering this question when I woke up to his beautiful voice.
"Bella wake up. You over slept. Come on get dressed." He sounded cheery. I was glad that meant I didn't say anything I shouldn't have.
I got up and got dressed as fast as I could. And we took off. The day sped by in a such a rush I think I retained none of the information at all. Today was one of the days that Charlie didn't let Edward come over he wanted me to spent these days with my other friends which was fine today since alice decided at lunch that she was taking me shopping.