December 19, 2013
What is it, about five in the morning now? And since when did I have time to care? It's not like I have anywhere to be in the next hour or so… Not since it started happening. That's another story. Then again, why am I writing this? I mean, it's JUST my journal. There's no one here to violate my privacy and LOOK at it. Ha… Really? Even if there were someone around, what are the chances they would care what I had to say? It's pathetic. It is simply and honestly pathetic. Still, here I am, spilling my guts to a white piece of paper. At least the paper doesn't judge. Or does it? Aww, who cares? With everything that's happened, no one has time to do that anymore. But look: they still do. Sad, isn't it? Yeah, I thought so. You don't care either, whoever you are, if there happens to be someone reading this. Maybe I've been giving the human race too much credit. But who's to say I'm the first one to do that? You would think with our large brains and thousands of years worth of evolution under our belts, we'd be a lot more intelligent than we are. I know, I know: life isn't always what you think. Even having said that, lack of common sense in my own species never fails to flabbergast, frazzle, fluster and fully frustrate me. If you were sitting next to me, whoever the heck you may be, I'd probably be ranting so badly my words would stutter and my face would turn red all the way up to the rims of my ears. Why? Because as humans we make absolutely no sense. Don't tell me to get used to it. I've already done that. … Not impressed. Anyway, back to my entry. The world has pretty much gone to crap. I know what you're thinking. That's been said before. Yes, you're probably right. It has been said before. But to be honest, I don't think everyone else knew what they were talking about. We've always been paranoid about the world ending when all the numbers matched up on the calendar. Good Lord, if only we would've known… 12/12/12? BT DT. 1/1/01? Not a big deal. 12/21/12? Obviously didn't happen. So why do I still see people bragging around their Facebook pages that they "survived" that day? Whatever! The world never ends when everyone thinks it will. It ended about three days ago. No, we haven't lost the entire human race. And no, this isn't going to be like some post apocalyptic sci-fi nightmare. Ha! I'm pretty sure that already happened. I refuse to say when or how everything went (for lack of a better word)… kerplonk. So don't ask. Not like you can. Sometimes I forget this is a journal. So here I am alone again like it never made any difference.