Irony
Why can't I just shut up? You know that I don't mean those words. I'm just a coward, so afraid to admit it. I was afraid and I don't think I can handle it anymore. I want to say that I'm sorry so please don't turn your back. I need you to tell me that I'm a freak ,a pervert or baka. Just don't go leaving like that. I am the one who should leave not you.
I am truly sorry for what I have said. I am sorry for the things I have done.
I wanted to tell you that you were the best compared to my other fiancées. Kuso! Why can't I tell you?! Why can't I say it out loud?
I know why and that's because I am a coward. I am afraid that you would reject me. I am afraid that you would ridicule me! But I should have known better. I pushed you away because of my cowardice.
Earlier
I don't love you! You sexless tomboy! A good for nothing iinazuke!!
And you walk away from me....
"Is that all I'll ever be to you? Then I'm sorry... Ranma."
Now
I'm here at the roof gazing at the stars, contemplating on things that are beyond reparable.
I wish I could say it out loud. I wish you could here me right now but I know you won't be able to.
"Akane, I'm so sorry, I am baka and you know it. You are beautiful and don't worry about the others because you are the best. You are my iinazuke and I love you. Slap me now to ease the pain that my words have inflicted. Slap me!"
SLAP!
Too much of my contemplating made me think that you were here and slapped me. Too much stargazing, I guess it made me paranoid.
"Ranma, I love you too."
I'm glad that I was a loud person.