Death of a friend
How one coups with death, often reflects his inner most self, at least that's what I heard at one time or another. So what kind of person am I? I killed my best friend. Sure I was angry that he killed my friend, but I killed his friend too. Did we really hate each other along and this brought it out?
Than why did I keep trying to get him to come with me? why did he keep trying to get me to do the same?
I guess it dose not really matter any more he is dead and the world already seem less bright from the lack of his smile, the world less interesting with out his face in it. And the wind silent from the lack of his words and laughter on it.
I want to die
I want to be with him, but what's the point if we hate each other.
I am a fool, a fool who deserves to be forced to live forever and stare a the picture of the friend I murdered
God that's right I murdered him, war or no war I murdered more than a friend. I murdered the only one I ever truly loved.
I know if he were here he would forgive me, say it is just as much his fault as mine, at least that what I would hope he would say.
I died with him, I no longer feel anything, just a body with no soul . A fitting punishment and yet still not enough to atone for my sin not against humanity but the against the only human that mattered……kira
This is a look into the thoughts of athrun after the fight where it is thought kira is killed by athrun in the fighting near the orb border