Ok guys! I'm new at this ( like literally I just started) BUT I have good ideas and no I'm not going to use the same one as everyone else but at this point, trying to write a unique fairy tail fanfic is very hard. The time line in this is right after the grand magic games, but SaberTooth wins instead of fairy tail.

Lucy's POV

As we traveled back to the guild hall, i stared down at my feet. If I would have just won against Flare maybe Fairy Tail would have lost. I let down my nakama. No ones talked to me, as if they know that I'm weak, and that I'm sort of spreading virus. We continued walking down the streets of Magnolia until we reached the guild hall. Natsu, being Natsu, slammed the doors open and stared stouting about fighting.

I walked up to the bar and sat down on one of the stools. I felt their stares against my back. Whispers, flowing threw the room, muted to the human ear.

"Mira, can I have a strawberry milkshake please?" I smiled. To everyone I was the light of fairy tail, a girl who was optimistic and never stopped fighting or smiling, but on the inside I knew, I wasn't any of that, I wasn't optimistic, I just wanted to see a real smile, I was willing to stop fighting, because I've done it so much I'm tired of doing it, on the inside, I think about those few times I've held a real smile. I was crying in pain, cursed to be a prisoner of her own father, who never appreciated her for her. In the inside she was dead, a corpse of a yound lady, who smiled when everything inside her told her to give up.

A few minutes later, my milkshake came. I jumped off the stool and walked over to the table where team Natsu were sitting. "Do you guys want to go on a job with me, I need more money for this months rent." I asked as I slid into the booth. Lissanna looked at me smiled her sweet smile that could make any bad thoughts go away. I turned my head to look at Natsu and the others but only saw scowls on their faces. "Lucy, team Natsu is made up of the strongest members of fairy tail, right?" Ezra asked. I nodded my head slowly, not completely understanding. "Look Lucy, let's face it, your not strong enough to be on team Natsu! Your weak and we always end up saving you on missions." Natsu snarled. "Natsu! Lucy is strong what are you talking about!" Lisanna demanded. 'Weak weak that's all you are Lucy!' I choked back my tears and nodded, getting up to go to the jobs board. Lisanna was quickly following after me, her little feet pitering on the wood floor. I skimmed over the jobs and picked one that asked just for me.

Celestial Mage Needed

A monster has taken over our town and only

Celestial spirits can defeat it!

Reward~ 100,000 jewel, four silver keys.

I walked over to Mira to get her to approve it. She read it over and signed it and handed it back with a smile. "Lucy! Wait!" Two voices shouted simultaneously. I twirled around on my heals to look at them. Levi and Lisanna came running towards me. "What's up?" I asked. I was curious on why they followed me. Shouldn't they be staring at me in disappointment too? "We both heard what happened and was wondering if we could come along, not because we think your weak but because I know you need to talk." Levi explained. I nodded my head silently as I walked to my house in order to pack. This job would take at lease a few days.