You Only have yourself to Blame
You need to read this spoiler to understand the fic. It's my interoperation of the episode 13th September-TAKEN.
Spoiler from here-535: Thursday, September 13 2007 at 20:00 GMT on ITV1 - TAKEN
When DS Phil Hunter (Scott Maslen) wakes up with Monica Dreyfuss (Eglantine Rembauville) after a night of passion, he is immediately suspicious when he hears a noise coming from downstairs. As he makes his way out of the bedroom, he is knocked out by a blow to the back of the head. When he comes to, he finds himself tied to a chair with Monica gagged and bound by his side. The masked kidnapper tells Phil and Monica that Louis Dreyfuss (Michael Brandon) has an outstanding debt and threatens to kill Monica if he isn't paid by the end of the day.
Phil is forced into a car by the kidnapper's right hand man, Sergei (Branko Tomovic) and driven to the casino owned by Louis. Sergei urges Phil to use his authority as a police officer in order to empty the contents of the safe. While Phil talks to the manager, Sergei puts the money into a bag and Phil discreetly hands the manager a note telling him to hit the alarm button. The manager responds quickly and amid the confusion, Phil grabs the bag full of money and runs out into the street, hearing police sirens all around him.
Back at the casino, DI Samantha Nixon (Lisa Maxwell) is shocked by the series of events. She soon receives a call from Phil informing her of the threat to Monica's life and tells her that he wants to hand the money to the kidnapper himself. Samantha reluctantly agrees and makes her way to the Dreyfuss' home where she informs Louis that Monica has been kidnapped. When Louis works out that Phil stayed the night with Monica, his concern soon turns to fury. Elsewhere Phil is picked up by Sergei and driven to a warehouse where he is forced to convince the kidnapper not to kill him… -to here.
Phil swaggered into CID (looking like god's bloody gift.) Sam couldn't believe how close to losing Phil she had been today, but then another part of her was niggling away at the feeling-he had disobeyed her orders. I never let people take advantage and I'm not about to start with Phil.
"DS Hunter, my office" he gave me one of his trademark Phil Hunter smiles, making my knees go weak I grab onto the desk for support. "NOW." He strides into leaving the door open behind him. Sam composed herself before starting "You have no idea, do you"
"Sam, this sounds remarkably like that conversation we had in March."
"I told you if I ever heard that you were being paid privately by Dreyfus this would be the last investigation you ever carried out" Sam said this with unnecessary volume-unsurprisingly she had managed to catch the attention of the whole of CID.
"After everything you have the fucking nerve to Sack me" he pushed the door open and stormed to the other side of CID and turned to face her, she felt her cheeks burn as she realised-they were having a domestic, in front of everyone. "After Weaver, Hugh, Stuart, the miscarriage and Romania your puilling rank"
"how dare you speak to me like that" Sam screamed at the top of her voice shedding a tear as memories better to be forgotten started to resurface.
"Don't try sympathy Sam, you're a heartless bitch, you care more about yourself then anyone-even Abi"
"Don't bring Abi into this"
"Why'd you do it Sam-make yourself fill big, give yourself a bit of authority." He said the last bit with a slight sneer, he pushed the door open and running down the stairs, to everyone's surprise Sam ran after him, she followed him into the car park, he got into his car and pulled away, the window was down, she shouted after him-
"It was because I love you" she screamed as the car screeched into the distance and then collapsed onto the floor-a sobbing heap. Jo bent down next to her and pulled her up, she pulled her into her arms; Sam still sobbing hysterically.
I
woke up today I hate
myself for losing you You got what you
deserved I hate myself for
losing you I hate myself for losing you I hate myself for losing you
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at
an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in
today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't
know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself
for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And
staring at you is why he's not here?
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her
with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each
day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of
living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure
that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing
you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at
you is why he's not here?
And
oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I
wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know
anyway
Anymore
No, no
(I'm
seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate
myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the
mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say
when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the
end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring
him back again?
I hate myself for loving you
So vot do you think? Plz review luv Emma x.
(Song-I hate myself for losing you, by Kelly Clarkson)