Faith's Confrontation With Buffy & The rest Of Scooby gang ....
She knew she should have left while she had the chance but something pulled her back
to the small town where all her troubles began and where it also ended.
Well so she thought and if she were to be truthful her problems began way before she had ever
ended up in Sunnydale. Every since she could remember trouble always seem to find her somehow. So she went along to get along some things she regretted others she knew she would do again. She had learned at a young age not to trust anyone and never under no circumstance admit you cared. Her family had taught her that one. Hell she still had the scars from times she tried to show she loved her mother just to get beat and told she was worthless.
Which is why she was seriously wanting to change her desicion of going back but that strange pull and the tiny voice in her mind kept telling her that it was what she needed to do.
She just couldn't leave things the way they were knowing that if she didn't at least try and say what she needed she'd never be able to shake the irrating voice and move on in her life.
Which is what she desperately needed to find some kind of peace in this crazy ass life she called her own.
That's why Faith found herself sitting outside the Bronze watching the Scooby gang sitting and chatting about something or another probably some big time vamp or demon they had just stopped from trying to take over the world.
She looked at each one and thought of the things she had done to them and knew they never really deserved. But at the time she felt alone and not one of them tried to reach out or show her they cared. Well actually she knew that wasn't true one did but even with her it felt as if it was out of pity. Just one more thing for the great Buffy to prove. Take in the girl from the wrong side of the tracks and show her how she should be.
Faith remembered the first day she saw the slayer and knew then that she had fallen but with her attitude back then she blew it off as energy and lust after slaying a vamp that thought she was his next meal.
As she continued to watch them she wished that she could have been a part of the family they had built but now to it was to late for any of that. She had tried in the beginning but never truely felt like a part of the group. It had always felt like they just used her when needed and when that was done they would do their thing never asking or caring if she wanted to join in on their fun. That's what made her turn to the mayor after the accident she never really meant to kill the man he had come out of no where but she knew down deep nobody believed that. Sure Buffy pretended to care but again she knew that was just for show.
So instead of hurting she turned to what she knew best and that was anger. Hurting anyone who got in the way.
At the time she thought the reason for doing the things she had done was to prove that she was somebody to reckon with and not just some side kick to throw away when the job was done.
But now she knew better had time to think and it was because she had let herself care to really love someone and when they acted like they could careless if she lived or died . She decided to take revenge by hurting the ones they loved.
Picking herself off the ground she decided it was time to face the music so to speak. It was going to be hard considering the reactions she would get from even thinking of showing her face but it had to be done.
So much had changed since they last saw each other. Willow was now with some girl she knew they called Tara who also seem to be a witch, Xander was involved with an ex vegence demon , There was a new vampire by the name of Spike who apparently was unable to cause any harm do to to some chip that had been planted in his head, Dawn who had to be some kind of key a God had wanted and Buffy had beaten. Then there was Buffy who's mother had recently died. Faith felt guilty because she'd never be able to say she was sorry for what she had done to her.
Now she was going to face them all as she walked in she could feel eyes on her and the coldness in the air. But still this would not stop her she walked up to the table and stopped staring at the ground trying to get the courage for what she had to say.
She knew she should have left while she had the chance but something pulled her back
to the small town where all her troubles began and where it also ended.
Well so she thought and if she were to be truthful her problems began way before she had ever
ended up in Sunnydale. Every since she could remember trouble always seem to find her somehow. So she went along to get along some things she regretted others she knew she would do again. She had learned at a young age not to trust anyone and never under no circumstance admit you cared. Her family had taught her that one. Hell she still had the scars from times she tried to show she loved her mother just to get beat and told she was worthless.
Which is why she was seriously wanting to change her desicion of going back but that strange pull and the tiny voice in her mind kept telling her that it was what she needed to do.
She just couldn't leave things the way they were knowing that if she didn't at least try and say what she needed she'd never be able to shake the irrating voice and move on in her life.
Which is what she desperately needed to find some kind of peace in this crazy ass life she called her own.
That's why Faith found herself sitting outside the Bronze watching the Scooby gang sitting and chatting about something or another probably some big time vamp or demon they had just stopped from trying to take over the world.
She looked at each one and thought of the things she had done to them and knew they never really deserved. But at the time she felt alone and not one of them tried to reach out or show her they cared. Well actually she knew that wasn't true one did but even with her it felt as if it was out of pity. Just one more thing for the great Buffy to prove. Take in the girl from the wrong side of the tracks and show her how she should be.
Faith remembered the first day she saw the slayer and knew then that she had fallen but with her attitude back then she blew it off as energy and lust after slaying a vamp that thought she was his next meal.
As she continued to watch them she wished that she could have been a part of the family they had built but now to it was to late for any of that. She had tried in the beginning but never truely felt like a part of the group. It had always felt like they just used her when needed and when that was done they would do their thing never asking or caring if she wanted to join in on their fun. That's what made her turn to the mayor after the accident she never really meant to kill the man he had come out of no where but she knew down deep nobody believed that. Sure Buffy pretended to care but again she knew that was just for show.
So instead of hurting she turned to what she knew best and that was anger. Hurting anyone who got in the way.
At the time she thought the reason for doing the things she had done was to prove that she was somebody to reckon with and not just some side kick to throw away when the job was done.
But now she knew better had time to think and it was because she had let herself care to really love someone and when they acted like they could careless if she lived or died . She decided to take revenge by hurting the ones they loved.
Picking herself off the ground she decided it was time to face the music so to speak. It was going to be hard considering the reactions she would get from even thinking of showing her face but it had to be done.
So much had changed since they last saw each other. Willow was now with some girl she knew they called Tara who also seem to be a witch, Xander was involved with an ex vegence demon , There was a new vampire by the name of Spike who apparently was unable to cause any harm do to to some chip that had been planted in his head, Dawn who had to be some kind of key a God had wanted and Buffy had beaten. Then there was Buffy who's mother had recently died. Faith felt guilty because she'd never be able to say she was sorry for what she had done to her.
Now she was going to face them all as she walked in she could feel eyes on her and the coldness in the air. But still this would not stop her she walked up to the table and stopped staring at the ground trying to get the courage for what she had to say.