How many times has my mind wandered here?
Too many to mention.
Always the same song and dance, never a real answer.
Never truly listening to what that little voice keeps telling me.
Maybe I should, maybe I shouldn't. What do I have to lose?
A whole lot, if I don't choose right.
Why is it so hard to decide?
Isn't friendship enough, why should I push for more?
Am I not happy with what I have?
Should I throw caution to the wind?
And grab that elusive bull by the horns.
Maybe, it is time.
Maybe? Maybe not?