My dream
My dream is:
For my love to become my partner,
My heart to find peace,
My anger to reach an end,
The boy to win the battle,
To redeem my honor to my love,
To have fun hating the man she chose,
To see the bad guy die in the end,
To live my purpose and fulfill my promise,
My patronus never to change,
For my emotions to end the battle of turmoil,
For the man who helped me, to be proud of my work,
To never kill.
What happen on the way
What happened after that dream was created:
I lost her in an argument,
She died before I had a chance to apologize,
I never stopped being angry at him for killing her,
I never lived to see him succeed,
I have spoken to her in heaven and she forgives me,
I still hate her husband,
My "master" died in his battle,
I have fulfilled my duties as a human,
My patronus never did change,
My emotions were at peace when I gave him my memory,
My real master is very proud,
I killed more than I ever planned to and ever vowed to.
-Severus Snape
