Title:Being With Lilly
Rating:T
Author:Freeing Alys
Summary:Nothing could be better then this. Being with Lilly. Liley. Fluff. ONESHOT
Disclaimer:I DO NOT own. Still, shocking I know.
Author's Note: This was written just to get me out of my writer's block slump and all of that…I hope it's okay, if not please don't be that hard on me.

Being With Lilly.

I pulled open my eyes hating that sleep wouldn't come to me. It was like all the thoughts in the world just wanted to keep me from sleeping. All I could really do was think about her. I rolled over to my side and feel her next to me. I smile in the dark room as I note her blond hair spilled over the pillow or the way her lips are slightly upturned as she sleeps.

I bring my right hand to her side and will myself to just brush the bare skin poking out form under her teeshirt with my fingers. It would be so simpe to just lightly graze her skin and feel her bodyheat jump onto my fingers and send chills down my spin. But I stop myself. I can't. She would wake up and then it would break everything.

I close my eyes again and try to go back to sleep, but it doesn't work. I'm still laying wide awake with my eyes closed. I open my eyes again and stare back over at her. I realize I want ot kiss her, I want her to be mine and only mine. I don't ever want to share her with anyone. She's mine afterall, my Lilly. I want it to stay that way.

"I…love you." She mumbles and my heart speeds up inside of my chest. I want to hear her say it again, I want to say it. But I don't do anything. I just stand in front of her, completely speechless. "Did you hear me?" She glances up at me, her blue eyes burning into my skin.

I nod my head and swallow down the lump in my throat. "Yeah Lilly…I heard you." I say, able to find my words.

"So?" She asks and I take a deep breath. I don't know how to answer her, so I just stand there until she gives up and leaves.

She showed up five hours later, red marks on her wrist and puffy eyes. I hurt her really bad, I knew it the second I didn't proclaim my love right back to her. But there wasn't much I could do. I couldn't move or speak or touch her. I could just stand there.

She fell down on my bed, tired and exhausted, I waited in the bathroom until I was sure that she was asleep.

I stared down at her and close my eyes as my hand touches the small of her back. She moves in her sleep and then I hear her moan. I open my eyes and she staring at me, a slgith smile on her face. "Miley?" She asks and I nod my head.

"Yeah." I whisper, scared to break the good moment.

"Are you okay?" She asks me and I nod my head, I couldn't' be better.

"I love you." I say so quietly I'm not sure she really heard me.

Then she smiles and nods her head and I know she did. "I love you too." She says and then shuts her eyes again. "I'm soryr." She says and I know she's referring ot her cutting. But I don't care. All I care about is that she's here and safe.

"It's fine." I say as I bring my face close to hers, loving the feeling of being close together.r

Lilly opens her eyes again and smiles at me. "That's why I love you." She says and I feel my heart speed up as I realize just how much I really do love her.

I plae my lips on hers in a lame kiss and then quickly pull back, unsure of how to tread the waters of loving Lilly Trescott, my best friend. "it's fine." She promises as she opens her eyes ad I nod my head. Of course it is.

I try it again, placing my lips on her. Lilly kisses me back as she quickly breaks my lips apart with her tongue. I moan as our tongues become entangled with each other in a war in dominace. Lilly runs her fingers alone my hips and I feel happy and blissful.

I pull at the hem of Lilly's shirt as she kisses me and I realize that nothing in the world could possibly get better then this. Being with Lilly.