WARNING This fic may be disturbing to readers, it talks about the serious issue of rape, and might be hard for some to read. Not all chapters will be about it though, this also not a personal experience, or something I've ever dealt with
Also, this is Hameron fic. It is based in the 4th season, where we currently are in the show. Except, Chase and Cameron are not dating.
"One Big Mistake" Chapter 1, "One Big Mistake"
"It's not a big deal" Cameron said in a witty voice.
"It is a big deal" Chase shot back at her in his I-know-so aussie accent.
Cameron
and Chase had been bickering now for about an accumulated 2 minutes
in the locker room. Minutes ago, Cameron had been sitting in
the ER at the end of her shift. She was sitting at the small mahogany
desk that 3 other ER doctors shared as well. She was still in her
lavender scrubs, her blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail, and her
blue grey eyes glued to her DELL lap top that sat upon the desk. When
her shift was over, she walked to the locker room with Chase,
bickering in the hall with him. And sat down on the bench in the
locker room and was now, on her lap top while he got his things ready
to leave. Cameron had recently started a new fad of chatting
online with others..well maybe not a fad, but she did it often. She
had joined a chat room with doctors from Cameron, now in
the locker room with Chase, says
"No"
Chase
replies and pauses
"Only when I see
you open your lap top will I hassle you" He
grinned, Cameron watched him, not impressed.
"I'm
you're 28 year old ex-girlfriend, not you15 year old little sister.
You don't need to protect me" Cameron
spoke in a slightly angered tone, that he kept bugging her about
it.
Chase
sighs, "I
just want you to look out for yourself Allison--" Chase
was very quickly cut off by Cameron.
"Cameron"
she
said hastily and quickly, turning to him, narrowing her eye brows.
She hated that even though they we're broken up, he still felt the
need to address her by her first name, which was not okay.
Chase
ignored her and continued
"meeting people online is not safe"
"We're not meeting, we're just talking" Cameron said as she pauses for a moment and lowers in eyes at him. "How do you even know I've been speaking with a guy on the internet anyways?" She asked hastily.
"Oh,
well I uh, just, assumed" Chase
said, trying to come up with his best excuse whilst her question
threw him back.
"Right,
what you meant to say is that you've been looking over my shoulder
and spying at my lap top...and probably other things.." Cameron
pointed out, referring to her chest.
"I have not" Chase said defensively, but child like.
"You're jealous" Cameron stated, matter-of-fact.
Chase stops and tilts his head a bit, slipping his hands into the front pockets of his pants, and standing up straighter. "I'm not jealous" He stated, trying to sound truthful.
"You're
jealous"
Cameron said, closing her lap top, as Chase spoke again.
"I just want you to be safe, eventually this guy is going to ask
you to meet him, and you being you will--" Cameron
quickly cut him off again, shooting him a look, narrowing and
lowering her eye brows.
"I'll do what?" She
asked coldly, warning him to watch his answer.
Chase
sighed,
"I just don't want you going out and meeting some stranger
alone" He
said in a concerned tone
Cameron
felt as though she had had enough, she grew annoyed that Chase was
treating her this way. She still had unresolved bitterness in her
from the break up, which was fogging her ability to see that he was
doing this out of concern, just as she would. She had noticed that
ever since she left House's team, she had become more independent and
not as soft. She stood and slipped her lap top into her bag,
walking to her locking, taking off her scrubs to reveal her black
pants and petite blue sweater which she had on underneath her scrubs.
She slipped her jacket on and fixed her collar in a huff.
"Chase"
she said
boldly, shutting her locker and turning to him, slipping her bag on
her shoulder.
"Stop treating me like I'm 15, or like I'm still you're
girlfriend" She
spoke in a low, serious tone, starring at him with her narrowed eyes.
"We're
over, stop acting jealous and pompous around me. Get over it, get
over me. I can take care of myself, I don't need some guy to depend
on." She
said coldly and walked out. Leaving a stunned and hurt Chase
behind
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A
few hours later, Cameron was in the shower, the hot water beating
down on her body. She had come home directly after she left
the hospital, grabbed a bite to eat at home, read a few chapters of
her novel, and was now in the shower. A man, dressed in black
shorts and a white top, was now inside her house, Cameron
unaware.
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David
had been waiting outside the Princeton Plainsboro Teaching hospital
in a parking lot across from it. David had done his
research on Cameron, he knew enough about her. He knew where she
worked, what her first name was, what kind of doctor she was, that
she had just gotten out of a relationship, that she lived in NJ, that
she worked in the ER, and he knew what she looked liked from her
picture online. He also knew small things about her, goals, future
plans, favorites. He had asked her all these things to gain her
trust. He also knew her schedule of work and what she did when she
got home, he had recorded all this based on the times when she told
him she had to sign offline. So it wasn't hard at all for him to
tract her down. He had been waiting for about an hour. When she came
out, got into her car, and drove off, he had followed her, making
sure to keep a distance at which she wouldn't suspect anything. He
had now been sitting in his parked car across from her apartment
complex. Once he waited for about 3 hours he knew it was good for him
to make his next move. He paid the clerk at the desk 200 dollars to
find out which apartment room number was hers, and gave him a fake
story about who he was and why he needed the key, which the clerk
gave him. Then he very quietly made his way up to her apartment door.
He listened closely outside her door, he could hear the shower
running, and slowly unlocked the door to the apartment and stepped
in. Cameron didn't hear any of this, she was unaware of
what was going on. She was in the shower, and had music
playing. David looked around her apartment, looking carefully
at different objects and pictures, knowing he was at the right place,
then he saw her lap top, the resource he had used to find her, come
in contact with her. He had no intention of stealing any of her
things, not even money, no, his intention were much worse, much more
twisted. David made his way over to the bathroom, where
he listened as the shower ran and the music played. He slowly opened
the door, and Cameron did not hear this, her door was silent in the
way that it opened, and the music blocked it out. David watched her
slender naked body through the Cameron started to get an odd feeling, a sense like
someone was there. She looked over and saw a shadow outside her
He was
tall, about 6 feet and 3 inches, and large, not in a weight sort of
way, but large as in he was built and strong. He had dark hair and
dark eyes, and that's all she saw of him for about 2 seconds before
her body was suddenly slammed against the cold tile of the
shower. David held her against the wall of the shower,
crushing her body. Holding her there, so her front side was pressed
against the wall and her back side was facing him. Cameron had no
idea what to do, or what to even think..was this real? This can't
actually be happening she thought. He body was frozen and she was in
more fear than she had ever been, it was a nightmare, but worse. This
was the worst cold sweat thing she could ever imagine. She tried
screaming but her mouth hardly opened, and when it did, David
forcefully covered it with his large hands, and brutally crashed
Cameron's petite body against the wall and held her there so she
couldn't move. Cameron was now in tears, her mind racing
with thoughts and fear. She tried to move but at the slightest
flinch, David shoved her body against the wall harder. She realized
at this moment, that there was nothing she could do to stop this, it
was going to happen, and it was going to be painful...she had lost
all control. David sensed that she had given up and he pressed
his body against her back side, as Cameron cried, her mouth covered
by his hand. He immediately shoved his man-hood inside her,
penetrating her from the back as he bent her over some. Cameron cried
more as she felt possibly the worst pain she had ever felt. David
didn't hesitate or take his time, he was hard and forceful with her,
not gently or caring at all. Every thrust he went deeper inside of
her, harder and faster. He then moved his had over her chest and
began harassing her breast in a violent manor. Cameron cried more,
tears of pain and fear, she couldn't actually believe this was
happening to her, who was it? why? how? David would not turn
her around, her kept her pinned harshly against the shower wall, so
that his face wouldn't be seen. After he had fondled her small body
violently all over, he penetrated her again, and again, and again.
Moving in harder and faster on her, telling her to take him in more.
Cameron just cried and couldn't do anything. David then trusted fully
into her from behind and Cameron screamed in pain, but it was only
muffled by his hand as tears flew down her face. Once inside her
fully, he leaned down and whispered in her ear
Cameron's
eyes grew wider, with fear, pain and shock. It was David, the man
violently harassing and raping her was David, her online friend who
she has trusted. But how? when? where did he find her? why was he
doing this to her? what was happening? David finished off on
her after about 3 more very violent and hard thrusts. He leaned in
and whispered David pulled out of her and held her tightly against the
wall
David
violently shook her once, warning her "Understand!"
he
shouted. Cameron nodded her head and cried tears of fear and
pain.
Cameron
was now alone, she was up against the cold shower tile wall where he
left her, the hot water still running, as she stood there. Shocked,
and in so much pain from him. Tears flooded down her face. She truly
couldn't believe what just happened to her. She felt as though she
couldn't speak, that she couldn't even move. Like her life had ended
right in that moment, like she was stuck right in the spot he had
left her. She felt violated, as if everyone could see her
through her looking glass. She felt exposed and vulnerable.
Absolutely damaged. Nothing was longer in focus, she tried
so hard to drown it out, and she tried to hum
inside her head until it was over. And now that it was, it
was the only thing she could think of. She was afraid to move, afraid
to speak, afraid to even breath. After about 20 minutes of standing
there, in tears and re-living the whole terribly, cruel moment she
finally moved. She turned the water off and stepped out, wrapping a
towel around her small, violated body. She walked out of the
bathroom, it felt as though she was in a dream..well a nightmare
actually. Everything looked blurry and different, everything made her
feel afraid, everything seem to remind her of the horribly,
terrifying event that just happened to her. She slowly went over to
the door, her heart pounding with fear, fear that David was waiting
some where for her, to violate her again. She locked the door, and
windows. She made her way into the bedroom, feeling as though
she was about to pass out, stumbling and slipping on about 3 layers
of clothes and her robe, she then wrapped a blanket tightly around
herself and sat upon the bed, she couldn't close her eyes, she
couldn't speak, move, or breathe. She was terrified, horrified. She
sat on the bed all night, unable to do anything, or sleep. All she
could do was stare at the wall, reliving every cold sweat terrifying
moment. She tried so, so hard to block it out, erase it, and think
about something else. But she couldn't. It was all she could think
about, all she could see in her mind, and it was terrifying. She knew
that from this moment, her life was completely changed, she wouldn't
ever be same, she felt violated, scared, cold, alone, and ruined. She
cried all night, only able to see David in her shower, raping her.
She was ruined..her life ruined.
Sorry about such a serious and scary chapter. This is going to be the worst one, its going to get better, promise! Also, in the next chapter you will learn more about Cameron's reactions and feeling about it all, and how she deals with it. And also the lovely Hameron will come into play in the next chapter :)
R&R..hope you liked it :) Should I continue? Also please excuse any typos
love to all, Jill