I'm so grateful for everything in my life right now. I mean I have a talk show, I'm gonna play Cinderella on Broadway(the first African American one too) I have family and friends that are very supportive but I always feel like some thing is missing not anything very big but something. I wish I could figure it out, like just sit to my self in silence and think...
In Kekes apartment
*ocean music is playing in the background as keke lays on the sofa looking at the roof. Dressed in boy shorts and a tank top*
*knock knock*
"What...who could that be" said keke hopping off the sofa" who is it"
"Girl open this door"
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry" as she opens the door" I totally forgot about tonight"
"You always seem to forget about fun stuff"
If your wondering that's my BFF keyshia, we've been friends since we were 6.
" I know I'm sorry, I was thinking" as I walk back to my room to get dressed
"Ke you been doing this whole thinking about something that's missing in my life shit for way too long" said keyshia plopping on the couch and crossing her legs
" bish, don't do that, this is serious shi shi" as I rummage through my closet" it makes me feel empty sometimes"
" what you need is a drink and you need to get laid" walking towards my room
"Um, I know that's how you fix your problems but honey all of that is temporary"
"Omg chill with yo deep ass" laughing at Kekes response" hurry up and get dressed I'm trying to meet someone tonight"
" don't you have a boyfriend" questioned keke peaking out of the closet
"Soooo, about that" pursing her lips together
"Oh lord, what happened now"
"See I don't like the way you said that...your making it seem like it's my fault"
" shi shi, it usually is" going in the bathroom to shower
"See that why I don't even like telling yo ass this type of stuff"
"Aww that hurt" laughed keke" I'm gonna hop in the shower I'll be right out"
"Ok, I'm gonna get something out of the kitchen, cant turn up on an empty stomach" said keyshia looking through the fridge
*knock knock*
"Omg,who is it" said keyshia eating an apple
"Hi, I'm your new neighbor" a person through the door" I know it's getting late I just have a quick question"
"Hi how are you"
The girl at the door was about 5'5 brown skin short haircut she looked like she was in her 20's she had on a t-shirt, jeans
"Hi Samira Wiley" putting her hand out
"Omg you pousey from orange, I love that show"
" thank you so much, I just had a quick question..."
" I have like the hugest girl crush on you, I don't really like girls like that but if I did, the things I would do" keyshia biting her lip
"Damn...ok" said Samira looking down and laughing
"Shi shi who's at the door" coming out in cut off shorts, heels and a cut off shirt
"Damn" said Samira leaning to the side to look past keyshia
" Samira Wiley from orange" said keyshia as she points at her in excitement
"Keyshia stop, hi I live here I'm..." Putting her hand out
"Keke Palmer, I know your a wonderful actress by the way" shaking her hand
"The same to you I love orange"
"Thanks, I came over here to ask if you guys know what's happening tonight" putting her hands in her pockets" I've been inside all week moving in, I just wanna do something tonight"
"We're going to OnO tonight if your interested" said keyshia
"Shit I'm down" said Samira with a big smile
"Ok, well I guess well see you there" said keke smiling too
"Yeah, for sure" as she waved and walked to her apartment
"Ok bye" said keyshia leaning out the door
"Get yo ass in here with that mess" said keke shutting the door
"We are gonna have some fun tonight, look at you coming out all sexy"
"Well you know" licking her lips and rubbing her chin
"Hahaha, let's go I'm ready to dance"
I'm not gonna lie if I was into girls I would definitely give her a shot, she's cute, shy and did I mention cute...but I'm just talking I wouldn't do anything like that...
Inside of the club
I haven't been out in a while so when we first walked in it was really loud, cramped and hot as HELL. But we started dancing and I got comfortable
Sitting in VIP
"Ke look at him over there" sipping on her drink
"He's alright I'm not even looking for a guy keyshia, I'm just here chilling with you having a good time"
"Well isn't that a relief"
"Why do you say that"
"Shit I'm trying to talk to him" as she gets up and walks over to him
"Oh that's just perfect leave me here alone" crossing her legs and finishing her drink"oh god that was strong"
In my boredom of being left alone I had two more drinks...which was probly not a good idea...well keyshia liked me after that
"Girl you are too live right now"
"I know, but shit...I'm having fun" as I dance on keyshia
"Hey, what's going on guys" said Samira walking up to us
"We live over here" as I hug her"you look great"
She did she had on a black blazer with the sleeves rolled up with a white tee underneath and jean with boots
"You don't look to bad your self" said Samira as she laughs
"You want a drink"
"Yeah sure"
"Ok come with me" as I grab her hand
"This was a great suggestion thanks" getting closer to me so I could hear her
"Oh yeah I know, keyshia comes here all the time" as we go into my section
"Dang you guys drank that all by yourself" see a empty ciroc bottle and four empty cups
"No we had help from keyshis new friends" giving Samira a drink" have a seat"
"Alright thanks"
"So what made you move here"
"Well I've been in New York for a while, just moved areas"
"Oh ok, I'm gonna be honest with you I'm tipsy right now"
"It's cool, me too...I've already had a few"
"You wanna dance" offering my hand to her
"Yeah sure, but I don't wanna embarrass you so you better bring your A game"
"Ok we will see" as I lead her to where keyshia and her dude is(i think he told me his name but I really don't remember)
I don't know what came over me but I slowly pushed her against the wall and I turned around and started grinding on her. By the look on her face I could tell she liked it. She grabbed my hips and everything seemed to flow so naturally. I turn around and put my arms around her neck and she wrapped her arms around my hips
"I hope this is fine, I don't wanna cross the line" said Samira licking her lips and looking down
"Your good" as I whisper in her ear
"Your really beautiful, if you don't mind me saying"
"Haha your fine, and you are a cutie your self" as I take one of my hands and rub in across her head
It's something about her that makes me wanna do things I don't understand, but just right now smh keyshia got me wanting to act like her
"Um could I cut in a minute" said keyshia
" sure" we said in unison
"Thanks" as she pulls me aside
"Hey what's up"
"You know that's a girl right" pointing at Samira
"Yes I do" laughing at her
" just checking cause y'all were getting pretty close"
"It's fine we're just having fun honest" putting my hand up"come on Samira, we can go sit down these shoes are killing me" as I grab her hand
"Can I ask you something" said Samira as we sit down on the couch
"Sure yeah" sipping on a drink
"You wanna dip out of here" putting her hand on my leg
Ok Pause
What is happening right now...is she trying to really just leave or is she trying to"leave". Y'all get me don't you. I feel like she wants me, but I want here too. I've never done anything like that...
"Can we dance one more time" I ask as I put my hand on her hand on my leg
"Sure" as she helps me up
Damn I don't really know what one dance is gonna do for this problem I'm faced with. As we start they start playing na na by trey songz. I put my arms around her neck and we start moving to the beat. She put her hands on my ass, I would be lying if I said I didn't like it. I turn around and start grinding on her, the way she touched me made fireworks go off in my stomach. She started singing in my ear as I lean back against her.
"Oh nana put ya handing the air if you loving tonight" as she touched my hips
"You wanna take me home" I whisper in her ear
"Yeah, sure" as she reached for her keys
"Cool" as she leads me out the club
How we got home was all a blur to me, I just remember her driver asking is where we needed to go.
"Take me home please" said Samira as I attack her neck with kisses" damn, you sure about this"
"Yeah" I say
She starts kissing me, her lips are so soft she made my center tingle. I got on top off her and she ran her fingers through my hair
"I really wanna, touch you so bad" she said as we broke apart
"You can touch me how ever you want" I say biting my lip and running my hand from her neck to her belt
" , we're here" said the driver
"Thanks" as she opens the door
"You wanna race" as I took my shoes off
"What" standing by the curb
"To late" as I sprint away
"Wait, no fair" as she went after me
"You didn't think I was gonna make this easy" as she finally makes it to me
"No, but note to self don't run drunk" as we both start laughing
I open the door to my place and ask her if she needs anything
"Naw I'm good"
" ok" I make my way to my room and throw my shirt off
"C-can I come with you" said Samira
"Haha yeah" as she follows and takes off her blazer
I lay down on the bed and she gets on top of me and starts kissing me. I don't know what came over me but I ripped her white tee off. She doesn't seem to mind she kept kissing me, she undoes my bra and starts sucking on my nipples. Omg she's driving me crazy.
"Have you ever done this before" she asking as she kisses my neck
"Sex?...yeah"
She laughs and starts kissing my down my stomach, she had me so wet from everything she was doing to me. She got lower and put her mouth on my clit and starts sucking on it. I moan so loud I know someone could hear
"Oh that feels so go" as I rub my hand across her head
She comes up and kisses me, damn I taste good. She puts one finger inside of me and I feel like I'm in heaven. She hits my spot every time and I feel my self about to come.
"You like that" as she speeds up a little
"Oh yes, I'm about to come" as I arch my back
She takes her finger out and starts giving me head again
"Ohh fuck" as I come in her mouth
She comes up and gives me a kiss, I just feel my self shaking and start feeling light headed.
"I'm guessing you really did like that" as she wraps her arms around me
"Yeah, but what about you...I wanna make you feel like you made me feel"
"I'm good right now, just seeing you turned me on a lot"
"I'm just so tired and drunk right now"
"It's cool me too"
"Just stay here and hold me"
"Ok, goodnight beautiful"
"Good night as I drift off to sleep
TBC
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