Discliamer: I dont own twilight or any of the characters though i wish i did..
Prologue
If you told me that this would happen to me I would never believe you. If you told me that I would suffer through this much pain and still end up with a broken heart, I would never believe you. If you told me that my future would be destroyed in a blink of an eye, I wouldn't buy it.
After I gave myself to you, you just crushed me.
I put my heart on the line and did you think it you be funny to break it? You were the one person that I trusted with everything I had. I never doubted you, I never questioned you. Then why would you leave?
I fell in love and then you had to come along and destroyed all that I had rebuilt. If could die I would. But sadly I can't. I blame it on you and the evil redhead bitch. If you never left then I would never be where I am now or I would never be feeling the way I'm feeling. Could you just think about someone else than yourself? Think about others and how your decisions would effect them too. For once your not the perfect person I once thought you were.
I tried to understand your reason for leaving but nothing came to mind. I was the perfect girlfriend and I didn't do anything wrong. I have spent hours trying out to understand your reasons. Nothing made sense. I thought that you lied to me but that thought was discarded the moment I thought back to your eyes. You were not lying, you were telling the truth and there was nothing left I could to.
After what seemed like a million years I met someone that filled the whole in my heart that you created. I made a new life, I was happy. Then you showed up and tore it back down in a blink of an eye.
