I entered the main room enraged. Why couldn't she just agree with me? Is it really that horrible that I want her to survive this stupid game? Is it really even a game anymore? It seems more as if it is going to destroy everything as we know it over actually be entertaining for children.
It was all his fault. Sollux just had to turn Feferi, the one person who could actually understand, or even stand me, against me! He isn't going to steal her away that easily though. I refuse to lose the one person who actually cared about me and what I thought. It just isn't right that she rejected me and my offer to save her for a lowblood landdweller. I will get my revenge for this.
I had my wands in hand and was preparing myself for a major fight. I was definitely not going to just stand by and be passive about this. I am not letting her leave me that easily. I immediately saw that two of them sitting on the horn pile when I entered the room.
I charged straight at him and punched him as hard as I could. He stumbled off the horn pile and his nose was bleeding badly, but I couldn't care less. He stole her and condemned her to death practically. I aimed the wands and sent a blast right at him. There was a bright flash, but I noticed that something was wrong.
The blast did not hit Sollux, Feferi had jumped in front of him at the last second in order to protect him. I was in shock. I had just killed the only person that I was determined to save out of jealousy and revenge. I then looked directly at Sollux, who seemed to be just as horrified as I was. I then charged at Sollux and punched him even harder than before, not out of revenge this time, but out of the fact that he brought this upon her. I hit him directly in the eye. He was then knocked unconscious and a large bruise was starting to form.
Suddenly there was a sharp pain in my lower body. It was unbelievably excruciating and I began to fall on my knees. When I looked down, I saw the blade of a large chainsaw. I immediately knew that Kanaya was to blame for this. As I fell to the ground and the world began to go black, I felt one last thing; a single tear. I began to think about everything that I should have been blamed for, but blamed other people for instead. The final memory I had was killing Feferi. Just before I no longer saw the world around me, I squinted at Feferi and whispered an inaudible "Please forgive me."