So this will be a multi- written story. Written in mostly Bella's POV I think, randoms from other people too. This is in New Moon, but Bella didn't go to Jake for bikes. Bella's school still like her, even though she acts dead. Enjoy.
Chapter 1- Billy's
The pain was unrealistic. I felt as if I no longer had a reason to live. At night I prayed before bed to ask God to take the dreams and memories of Edward away. And then I would not dream. But I would scream still. Charlie hadn't seen Billy in a while, afraid to leave me. So Friday night when we were eating a silent dinner he told me.
"So Bells, this Saturday we're going to Billy's, you know to get out of the house for a little bit." I just nodded not really caring what we did. I went up to my room to finish some homework knowing I wouldn't get much done the following day. I feel asleep and a nightmare hit, I was woken up before the screaming hit.
"Bells, get up!" Charlie tugged at me. I still had my school clothes on and I groaned. Charlie silently left the room before I could complain. I took a shower and tugged off to my room. My friends had made me try to get over Edward, so a week after her left Jessica and Angela took me shopping. They asked for my sizes and spend every last dime of the money Charlie gave them to spend on me. To make all matters worst they wiped out my wardrobe except for some shirts that I insisted on keeping.
I settled on some jeans that weren't super skinny but weren't loose. Whatever those were called. I also grabbed a sweater shirt thing Jessica picked out.
I walked down the stairs and grabbed a granola bar from the cabinet. Dad came down the stairs and slung his jacked over his arms. "Ready to go Bella?" I nodded again. Dad eyed me. I know how I looked. Dead.
"Yeah lets go" I agreed. I took my math book and a notebook with a pen with me and walked into the passenger seat of the cruiser.
The drive over was short and silent. I brought my books inside Billy's house with one of my favorite classics I saw on the floor of the car. I felt like ages since I had been there. The small house was weirdly comforting and well .. warm and loving. Charlie was practically running to the door. That made me feel bad my zombie stage was still at its peak and most human interaction he got was at work. We rung the doorbell and Billy answered. "Charlie! It feels like it's been forever!" They were grinning like little kids. Billy turned to me and smiled "Hey Bella how you been?" I tried to smile, but it felt so awkward. They could both see the deformed smile and Charlie squeezed my arm. Billy still waiting for an answer looked back at me after stealing a glance at dad. "I'm okay I guess" I answered. Then dad led the way into the living room. They raided to side chair and turned the T.V. to ESPN. I was very grateful that I had brought my math book and my other book. I sat down in the stranded chair in the corner of the room. I decided to read ahead in my math and started making notes. I got lost in the endless boring notes and didn't notice when the door opened.