Hello, my name is Lili. I haven't written anything in a very long time, that's a lie, what i should say is that i haven't published anything in a really long time. So please be honest and tell me what you think. I have no idea if this is a one shot, or two or a very long fix, but i got inspired to write this afternoon and this is what happened.

This takes place outside of the Bar when Jess is having a drink with Rory and Logan, but has a different ending. I don't hate the Rory/Logan ship, in fact in my younger days i love it and wrote fanfiction about then, but as a got older Rory/Jess starting appealing to me more.

"What's going on with you?" Jess asked her, desperately trying to find out what was wrong with Rory, what had happened to make her this way. Find out why she had changed so dramatically and not for the better, "This isn't you, Rory. You know it isn't. What is going on?"

Rory paused and just stared at Jess, trying to find and answer to his questions, questions that she had been to scared to even ask herself and yet here Jess was asking her, forcing her to find an answer. She was about to tell him he was wrong and that everything was fine, when he move and looked directly into her eyes, "I don't know,".

"I don't know" Rory repeated this time trying to hold back tears.

"Oh Rory" Jess said sadly.

"I don't know" Rory cried, tears falling down her face.

Jess couldn't stand to see her cry and quickly wrapped his arms around her.

"Everything is such a mess," She cried into his jacket, "It wasn't meant to be like this, nothing was meant to be like this, everything got so messed up so fast and I am so lost Jess I don't know what to do, about my life, Logan, my mother…"

Jess didn't know what to say so he just held her and let her cry. After a while she stopped.

"I'm sorry, about that," Rory told him, reluctantly leaving his arms.

"It's fine" Jess said quietly.

"Jess, what should I do?" Rory asked.

"I don't know" Jess told her honestly.

"I feel so lost from who I am" Rory told him, "I don't know who I am".

Jess stared at Rory, the girl who always new who she was and wasn't scared to be that person. The girl who had her whole life planned out, "Then do something about it, do something".

"Will you help me?" Rory asked.

Jess nodded, "After everything you ever did for me, how could I say know".

Rory smiled, "I need to get out of here, of this life, away from my grandparent, away from Logan, away from everyone".

"Come to Philly" Jess told her.

"Really?" Rory asked.

"You said you needed to get away" Jess answered, "Come to Philly with me, Ror?"

"Okay" Rory said, "When do you leave?"

"Tomorrow" Jess told her.

"Okay, tomorrow" Rory smiled.

I know that it is far from perfect, but do tell what you think and if you would like more.