in the forest
its dark and cold,
im in a chokehold,
i want to die,
here as i lie,
down on the moss,
surrounded in loss.
the ground can crumble,
the ground can shake,
but as i stumble,
i feel i will never wake,
from this night,
i am in a fright,
i see no light.
what is right?
the months after
i feel so numb.
i see no one.
i sleep and wake.
i tremble i shake.
i want to die.
why oh why.
the world keeps spinning.
the dark is winning.
i want to die.
why oh why.
when she gets close to jake
i felt nothing,
i heard nothing,
till jake came by,
he showed me the sky.
i finaly found reason,
to notice the season,
im begining to like,
life once again.
when jake drifts apart
i felt so good,
with jake i stood.
know i wonder,
has he gone under?
will he come back?
will my heart unstack?
will i fall apart?
my poor broken heart.
i am so tired of life itself,
i want to be wired,
ill let him be with himself.
i will leave,
roll up my sleave,
dive down deep,
and just weep.
when she finds out about jake
i almost died,
a watery ride,
i almost gave in,
i almost let him win.
but jake came for me,
to save the,
one and only,
girl oh so lonely.
i feel bad,
he should to.
he kept secrets,
but i did to.
i now know why,
he had to lie,
i can stay by,
his side.
when she has to chose between jake and edward and saves edward
i am slowly healing,
my heart he was stealing,
im finaly me,
without he,
jake is here,
he helps cheer.
i found out he,
is leaving the world,
he will put on a show,
they will come,
they will kill,
but it turns out,
he is the one.
i have to go,
i have to stop,
him and say no.
he can not die,
i will not lie,
i love him more,
my heart is sore.
i must go.
i am tired so,
when she comes back with edward
some choices are hard,
some choices are lard.
but this one,
will be no fun.
i must admit,
i want to quit.
but love drives me,
yes, love stiffles me.
i chose he,
and he chose me.
i feel so bad,
jake must be sad.
but i can not live,
if im not with he,
and he with me.
the happy ending and proposal
i feel kind of sad,
i feel kind of mad,,
jake is mad,
jake is sad,
but i am happy with he,
and i allways will be.
how can life be so great?
how can i enjoy a date,
so much with such love.
he is near.
i never shed a tear.
i love him so.
but we have one foe.
she is mad.
she is sad.
but i will not think alot,
about her,
and her lot.
he turns to me,
i smile with glee,
a box apears.
i shed a few tears.
i sit in cheers.
i will be with he,
as his wife,
the love my life.