Thoughts of A Clown

At times I feel like laughing,

When everyone is sad.

At times I feel like joking,

But it only makes them mad.

I know that I'm not crazy.

I'm ahead of the curb.

It's true; my vision's hazy,

I aim only to disturb.

Have you seen what I can do,

With nothing but a knife?

Have you got any clue,

What it's like to take a life?

When you live a life of crime,

And terrorize the folk,

You come to be divine,

And everything's a joke.

I felt my first maniarchy,

When I took a razor blade,

I introduced some anarchy,

And then some scars were made.

Down with rules and order.

I'm ready to attack.

I've crossed the final border.

And there's no goin' back…