Save Me

Everything was a blur

You were the only thing in focus

You left me standing there

He said he would be there for me. He said he loved me. That was before she came along and ruined it. He said he would never cheat on me. That day was a blur. My life changed to focus solemnly on him. When I asked for help he just left me there.

You lied to me cuz you were selfish

All my chapters, all my stories

Your excuses now bore me

And im screaming out

Now im gonna say

What I wanted to

Sick of games you play

He said he was there for me. He was with herbehind my back. He turned out to be just another chapter in my story I call a life. He gave the excuse "I'm sick", "I have to go to the bathroom". I learned to just scream my anger out. Im tired of the games he plays.

Save me

From explaining yourself

You wanna go leave

But I never got to tell you

How I feel

This aint real

Raindrops fall as my tears

I knew you'd just go running

And im ok

But im drained

I didn't give him a chance to explain. I yelled at him to leave me alone. He said Tyler was lying. I told him to go back to his girlfriend. Then Trent came in. he asked me wat was wrong. I said I just broke up with him. He said it was ok.

Every time that you call

You try to tell me your sorry

But I don't wanna be the one

To give you back my heart

5 years later he called me. Trying to tell me he was sorry. He said he left Gwen. I already knew that. I told him to meet me at the park at 9. I said I would think about forgiving him. I refused to give him my heart again though.

All our chapters, haunted stories

Your excuses now bore me

And im screaming out

Now im gonna say

What I wanted to

Sick of games you play

When I saw him he was completely different. His Mohawk was no longer green. It was black. Pitch black. His eyes were the same color. Now I remember why I fell for him. Inside he was a really sweet and caring guy. Now I know why he cheated. I had turned into a monster.

Save me

From explaining yourself

You wanna go leave

Though I never got to tell you

How I feel

This aint real

Raindrops fall as my tears

I knew you just go running

And im ok

But im drained

"Will you forgive me?" he said.

"Y-yeah. I forgive you."

"Good."

When he leaned in to kiss me I pushed him away.

"I forgive you but I won't take you back."

No its that your sorry

No its that you don't understand

Im smiling

Im not saying no word

No its that im leaving

Don't you understand

This hearts not yours

I've moved on

"You broke my heart. You can say you're sorry but it won't change anything. This hearts not yours. I've moved on."

Save me

From explaining yourself

You wanna go leave

Though I never got to tell you

How I feel

This aint real

Raindrops fall as my tears

I knew you just go running

And im ok

But im drained

My name is Courtney. Im 26. 10 years since tdi.

And I've moved on.

i dont own tdi/a/wt.

r/r

:)