A/N: In the RP I'm in, Dwight's nickname for Todd is Socrates; just a tidbit of clarification. Disclaimer: I don't own Todd, Dwight or the Supernatural characters. They belong to CP Coulter and Eric Kripke, not me.
Hey Dwight, it's me…Todd. As much as I like this break away from Dalton I really miss you. You're my brother; you're my best friend; you're my family. You've helped me through so much and I felt like you deserve a thank you. I will never be able to fully express how grateful I am for having you as my roommate but I'm hoping this sheds some light on how thankful I am.
Imagine where we would be without each other…I'd be a hermit in my room and you'd be off hunting like the Winchesters. I would never have opened up to anyone. I would never have begun to trust people again. I would never have had a confidant to share my screwed up past with. Let's face it; I couldn't be myself without your help. I know we've had our troubles whether it's tragedies, heartbreaks or just frustration at life in general; we've always had each other. I want to be here for you always. I want to…well, I don't want to replace Alan; he could never be replaced, but I want to be a brotherly figure for you. I want you to be able to count on me and come to me when you're troubled, just like you've been there for me. You deserve so much more credit, Dwight. We'd all be possessed or dead without you. Oh man, imagine the Tweedles as demons!
Honestly, you are our protector, Dwight. You are so fearless and brave. You've got the best of the Winchesters'. You give so much of yourself to all of us and I don't think you get enough credit for it.
As much as I love your hunting skills, I always worry if you'll come back. I always wonder if that will be the last time I'll ever see you. I never know what to say when you go off on a hunt because I can't face the fact or living without you. You're so much more than a roommate to me, Dwight. You are my family. You're more of a family to me than the one I have back home. You listen to me, you give me advice and you distract the negative voices in my head. The voices die down when I think of you. I think of how strong you are and how I want to strive to achieve that. You're very inspiring, roomie. Do you know that?
Alan was lucky to have you as a brother. Even if he wasn't there for as long as you would've liked, you were still an amazing brother to him. Whether you believe me or not, I know it's true. He was lucky to have such a caring, kind hearted, protective, devoted soul looking after him. Please don't blame yourself anymore for his death. It kills me to see you like that. You really shouldn't be that hard on yourself; it will only give the demons more ammunition to attack you. I know from first-hand experience…I want to help you conquer your inner demons. You can only fight alone for so long. Sometimes you need some guidance. Maybe I could be the Castiel to your Winchester?
I guess what I'm trying to say is, thank you. I love you Dwight Houston.
Your Socrates,
Todd Hendricks